Valentine's Day is today!! O.O

I did something really dumb today. Deeeeeeep down in my heart I know I shouldn't have done it. LOL but i already did. I don't know if I made a god decision but what happen, happened. So i dont think there's anyway that i could... you know retake whatever i have done. *smacks forehead and runs to a dark corner* i'm never gonna forget the dumb things i've done (hmm.. that sounds like from a song lyric... O.o!!)

Anywaaaay, forget what i said up there coz that's just me rambling nonsense (i know i dont make sense sometimes). *writes in her phone calendar* i'm never gonna forget today ever.

Song of the day: Lonely Day by System of a Down. (Kinda depressing)

i guess that's all for now. i meant to write longer but head don't want to think more things to say anymore. coz it's filled with a bunch of crappy stuff (my brain needs cleaning up. it's getting cloggy). I think i'll start sketching again. it has been so long... uuuh...

*scared to see own drawings* <--while she still out of it u all beter go do something else coz she's gonna be out LONG.




chao








Happy Valentine's Day!!

Grateful for peace of mind

Wow i've been writting here for quite often. I find it strange hahahaha most likely (i think) it's because my having a splendid sleep over at her house. Ah i'm going back to my house tomorrow. I miss home although sometimes i feel pressured staying at home. Everyday it feels like somebody expects you to accomplish something everyday. It's not that its not good but i find it.... Stressful. At my cousin's place on the other hand is a good place to hang and clear your mind. I feel more relaxed here. Maybe its because i dont have to do anything hahaha ah crap i'm such a lazy bum.

Although i know no one is really reading this but somehow it feels really nice to write and express your feelings in your blog.

Current mood: sleepy but happy ^^

Actually i'm still playing ps2 game hahaha way to pass the time. Btw, i'm playing ff12 now. Coz i've just finished persona 3 a while back. So now starting a new rpg XD i suggest you all to try and play P3 oh and Tales of the Abyss.

thanks jon for the walkthrough! Oh yeah... Sorry in advance if err... Some of the pages came off. The glue is not strong enough to hold most of the pages anymore.

Alright! I think its time for me to sleep :p

Bye bye~

The first Sunday of lent...

Today's Agenda!

Today woke up early than i usually do (8.45am). Got up, took my bath, brush my teeth and got ready. My cousins, my bro and me are going to watch meet the spartans. But my bro woke up late and the plan almost went to the drain. I didnt get to buy my tales of the abyss (ToA) ps2 game today! Boo! And my cousin, tasia, went berserk this morning coz we were a bit late (actually it was 20 mins before the show but i know better :p) . Well i'm used to her getting angry and all. I dont actually mind if she blasted me with her angry words lol. Anyway we actually made it in time. Man, i couldnt stop laughing. If i were at home watching i'd sure be ROFL-ing hahaha

After the show, we went to aunt regina's place. Celebrate CNY... hong pau! I'm using it to buy molpoint later lol. As usual at party, eat, chat, play with children etc. etc. Uuuh i gambled some money in a game of 'kua merah' i dunno wad it is in english! Hahahaha it's basically a 5 card game. Each card u hv to find its pair. U can oni hv 5 card in each round but if u win (meaning finding the final pair for your 5 cards) u will 6 cards. I think it's like poker? Well i dont actually what a poker is lol! I'm a bad gambler lol oooh and anthea's there too and i get to pass some of the wedding pictures to her. Uuuh i didnt mention her sister felly is a newlywed! Oh she also came with her husband tony. Friendly couple ^^

Hmm.... I wonder when anthea's going back to NS? Huhuhuhu

Today's ash wednesday (friday actually it was postponed coz of CNY celebration)! And i gambled without thinking! Argh!! Repent repent....
We went to St. Thomas church today for ash wednesday mass i went with uncle agusto and aunty jacqueline (tasia's parents). And yes i'm staying over at their house again today. Hahaha sometimes i can be such a bother. But i like it here. They are nice people XD i love to hang out with them. Ahh i remembered i havent taken my bath! I better log off now and refresh myself. Uuuh.... My flu is not gone yet. It's so frustrating..... Oh well i hope i get better soon

Today's a great day!

yeah i'm still at my cousin's house. I really enjoy being here but i'm afraid that i'm bothering uncle & aunty here. And i forgot to bring my meds sheesh i hate getting coughs. I feel like downing all that cough syrup. Anyway, i came writting in my blog coz i'm a little bored harharhar anyway i'm writting this using my phone. Oh i'm so gonna regret at the end of the month....

Oh yeah it's chinese new year! There's a family gathering tonight at 7. Hong pau! Yeah! Money for ge! Omg! Hahahaha hopefully can more money out of it. Ahhhh i'm totally broke these days. I can feel a winter cold sensation in my wallet lol! I never knew writing here makes me feel much much better. Hahaha i know my grammar sux but anything will do if i start rambling nonsense lol!

Anyway, happy chinese new year! Enjoy hong pau collecting! XD

My Condition Today

hello people, im here again hahaha im at my cousin's hse. Enjoying a quiet life away from home. Its not like i dont like it home. I love it.
Remember the online gaming called granado espada. Its taking a toll on me, both physically & mentally.
Those that i deemed friends i wont say his or her name, is getting on my nerves. I left them & went adventuring alone coz talking to them makes me irritated. This 1 particular friend, Everytime she apologise makes me feel that she's not sincere. The way she talks ugh! Sometimes it just irritates me. And there's this other 1, he speaks without checking what he's talking about. It hurts me.
Sigh i know this is like a hate post but i need some to put my ramblings where else but my wonderful note book? Muahahahaha i do feel much better though. Anyways i wanna go enjoy my bath & go upstairs to play ff12 harharhar