Invisible: A Belated Valentine Post

I'm suppose to post this up yesterday but I guess I was a little 'preoccupied' lol~ Anyway, before I start to rant some nonsense I better get started on my BELATED Valentine's day post

These few days I've been thinking, I've been invisible to most of the people throughout my life. I'm good with adapting to new surroundings, I can communicate well with other people and I can make new friends pretty quick. All of these I could be proud of but of course there's a little catch...

I've always thought I'll be better off alone, all these years I've thought the same thing. I'll go one place and adapt and then leave to yet another place. I realize that, nobody really truly understand me, if I were to disappear to a place I'd go to have peace, from people and from troubles, nobody would be able to find me. That is what I fear the most, I've never told anyone this but now I'm glad I'm able to share this to the world, to come clean.

These days, I've thought... hmm... maybe I'm not that alone in this world. There's someone who would understand me, someone who knows what's going through my mind when I'm in distress and unhappy even though I don't show it, someone who would always be there when I'm scared and when I need company, someone who knows where I would disappear off to somewhere only I know, and the most important thing is someone who treats me well. I know it sounds so clichéd but that is how I really feel.

The truth of the matter is I'm happy I've found someone just as that. I know nobody's perfect but he really is perfect in my eyes. I know, clichéd, kick me now! Orz... but anyway, that's how I see things. Sounds really grim at first though, right? Sorry~ XP

Anyways.....

HAPPY belated VALENTINE'S DAY!!

I got a beautiful Red Rose and a beautiful Ring for Valentine's~ Thanks dearest~ xoxoxo! ^////^

Valentine's Dinner

Yeah... sure my title says that I'm having dinner on Valentine's Day! Hahaha! Don't get me wrong though I'm not having dinner with my significant other (not that I have one *rolls eyes* lol) but instead with two of my fav. family members. My mom and my aunt XD

Nothing wrong with spending your Valentine with your family right? XP I had a good time with them anyway... and my mom forgot its Valentine's day O.O''

Anyway, we had dinner at Umai, D'Junction. Here's some photos that I took~

Before I start showing any pics~
I would like to THANK Jon for giving me this awesome e-card on Valentine's Day. Arigatou Gozaimasu!!!

Jon's AWESOME E-card

Ahem, moving on...
Not in the best quality though.... coz I was using my HP >.<



Umai's Special Valentine's Menu



Taking our order XP



My uhm plate? I like the chopsticks XD



The Atmostphere is so Romantic. But well~ lol



While waiting for our Appertizer to arrive



I meant to take the complete dish really I meant to but... my mom.. ate it... (The dish: Filo-Filo Tempura).... itadakimasu....



Again.... same reason.... Mussels with Mayo



Seriously... geez~ there's suppose to be fillet chicken on here. My mom and aunt are fast eaters >.< (One of the main dish we ordered. Another one is coming)



Here's the second main dish. I managed to take a pic before its devoured. XD



That's finely chopped ladies finger... couldn't eat it... coz I was like.. using a chopstick. Couldn't pick it up coz its slippery and all lol



DESSEEEERTTT!!! Ice cream XP



Done eating... Gochisousama!!!



Gift from the restaurant ^^



A pic before going XD



That's how I spent my Valentine's day..... XD

Alright until the next update~~

Ciao ciao!!

Happy Valentine's Day!!

Hey people!! Happy Valentine's Day~~ I was up.... and I just got back from a payer meeting YESTERDAY (few hours ago lol)

And during the meeting I received this:-



from my Service Provider (DiGi) pffttt how lame LOL

Yesterday went out with my cousin, Tasia, one last time before her departure to Australia... but I'll be seeing her at the end of the year juga lol~ But anyway, we went out lah just to have fun (also bored outta my mind XP). Oh and yeah, Charmaine also went along with us. Kesian kena bawa sini sana lol. We all set out at 12.30pm yesterday after my Piano Lesson (I finally got to learn Piano!!! Yatta ne!!)

I almost canceled my lesson yesterday cause my mom decided to pull me in for some Kursus that her department organized. Ah, if I'm not mistaken its about bio-organic, organic stuff like that and I was not really interested. I was practically forced to go along with Tasia but well since she can't go... I escaped from my mom's clutches MUAHAHAAHA!! (I doubt it'll happen... again...)

And my brother decided to use my car without telling me... again. I told him I have my lessons but no..... he just went and took my car without telling me. I got so angry... I took a bus from home and went to his school (St. Michael, Penampang) and took my car back using my own key. TAKE THAT!! RAWRRR!! It felt goooooooooooooodddddd!!!!

Ahem...

Anyway back to the main point.... we all go jalan-jalan around CP. My cousin wanted a haircut so while we wait for her, me and Charmaine walked around CP with no specific destination.... well actually I went to Eaton's to check out a few books... (WEB PUBLISHING!!!!) and i got what I wanted and plus a manga LOL ahhh.... so typical me... pffttt!!

And then...

I think after that both of us jalan to one of the many PC games/software shop... hmmm 3rd floor if not mistaken... no Diablo III damn it >.< Then... Went to the basement to check out new DVD movies... I love watching movies. I finally got a hold on Australia the other day. Watched it with my mom... cousin... brother and uncle... lol 'Seisi Keluarga'. The story isn't that bad, its really interesting and I just love Nicole Kidman and Hugh Jackman XD plus its for 3 HOURS!! lol I hope Harry Potter: The Half-Blood Prince the movie is coming out this year.... and I can't wait for Deathly Hallows too... the last movie for HP series.

Hmm...

I went to a bookshop near the CD/DVD shop to see if there's something new on the racks... I found what I wanted XD a MANGA!! LOL its from one of my fav. author Usami Maki yay! I hope Motomi Kyousuke's works will come out soon too >.< I want my Dengeki Daisy!!

Forgot to mention... I saw one of the KREKO cover from afar and squealed "ICHIGO!!" How..... random... LOL


And here comes my WISHLIST for the month of FEBRUARY:-



Need one these soon- PSP to TV Cable XD



Converse Shoes!! I hope there's one in my size >.<



The pants XD



I want the Jacket!



I want this (RM 450)

Or



this one (RM 750)

hnnn..........................................................

Any of the two should be fine... I desperately need to practice T^T *cries in vain*




Alright, think that's all the random stuff I could throw in here for now XP

Ciao Ciao!

Valentine's Day is today!! O.O

I did something really dumb today. Deeeeeeep down in my heart I know I shouldn't have done it. LOL but i already did. I don't know if I made a god decision but what happen, happened. So i dont think there's anyway that i could... you know retake whatever i have done. *smacks forehead and runs to a dark corner* i'm never gonna forget the dumb things i've done (hmm.. that sounds like from a song lyric... O.o!!)

Anywaaaay, forget what i said up there coz that's just me rambling nonsense (i know i dont make sense sometimes). *writes in her phone calendar* i'm never gonna forget today ever.

Song of the day: Lonely Day by System of a Down. (Kinda depressing)

i guess that's all for now. i meant to write longer but head don't want to think more things to say anymore. coz it's filled with a bunch of crappy stuff (my brain needs cleaning up. it's getting cloggy). I think i'll start sketching again. it has been so long... uuuh...

*scared to see own drawings* <--while she still out of it u all beter go do something else coz she's gonna be out LONG.




chao








Happy Valentine's Day!!

The last couple of months Part 1

hey i'm back~!! well not that anyone would miss me here lol it has been a while since i've written my blog here :D don't get me wrong i love to write but sometimes i couldn't express my feelings into words (that means i need more reading >.<) I'm gonna try to compact my exp for the past few months in this post hopefully... T.T

Ahh... I started my new semester at UNITAR in January and all is going well. Compared to last semester, i was completely out of focus! It was the worst! I had that final exam on december and i only finished on the 21st, it was almost christmas! I was sooooooo in the holiday spirit and i 'almost' forgot all about my exams! It was the worst!! well i couldn't blame anyone but me! aaaaa!! it was a stupid stupid decision~!! Man... here i go again repeating my bad habit, i didn't think of the consequences of my actions... it was the worst. well my result is not so good (duh!!) last sem (argh!! i curse my own stupidity!!) Hopefully this sem i'll do better... (why do i have this feeling that i'm gonna do something really stupid again..?)

February, Valentine's Day
it was tuesday, i was in programming class... and my friend Ann is chatting (MSN) while we were doing our exercise!!! Unfortunately for me, my connection is not really good at that time. So i could only watch her chatting away with her friends. (but if i did get into my MSN, nobody would be online.. so i tell myself.. what's the point? lol) Anyway, while she chats away like nothing matters in the world (i've finished the work that the lecturer gave us, thank you very much =.="), our lecturer, Mr. Joseph (Ann thinks he's handsome well in my opinion, he's more to cute than handsome lol! well i hope he doesn't see this =.="), saw Ann chatting and coincidently this friend Ann's chatting with is totally in love with our lecturer lol (Ann gave this friend of hers a peek of Mr. Joe's picture at friendster lol!!) and Ann told him that. And to my surprise he asked where this girl live and asked her out (it was a joke =.=) he said he'll bewaiting for her (Ann's friend) outside of her house then he laughed (man for asecond there we thought he was serious. LOL!!!) And this girl want to see his face, Ann wanted to take a picture with her camera phone but to our surprise there's a CCTV in the computer lab! (Mr. Joe told us) Man.... if we were found out..... ... *bad thoughts swirl around my head* Anyway, after we all joked around we continued our lesson :D After class, i had lunch with Ann. I'm glad she's around, she's the best!! hahahaI learn a lot of new stuff from her. She's brave and she's have this strong personawhich i couldn't describe where as for me i'm weak and a coward lol that's why i tag around her so i could learn to be braver :D

February, Chinese New Year~!!
i was invited to Beatrice's house on CNY. I was so happy! i could meet up with Venessa, Sam G, Bertha, Nelly and not forgeting Beatrice. It was really fun to hang out with them again, Sam especially (the clown of the group), man i miss them all. i wish we all could meet up again for a movie and lunch. I met up with Beatrice occationally..... the other day we went out to buy some CDs and played some arcade games. it was fun but we were not complete if the whole troop was not there :D (and yes... we received ang pows too :p)

Annual family gathering on CNY
errr... well my family didn't go for the gathering that day, its feels awkward(after what happened... i'll cover that in the next blog.... maybe >.< it's a CRISIS!!!). But i enjoyed the dinner i had with my mom and my brother at karamunsing's KFC hahahaa it's already been a while where the three of us went out together. I was sooooooooo full that day... oh damn my thighs are getting big and i can see all the flabs!!! arghhh!!
exercise....exercise.....exercise..... @.@


err... i think that's all for now... wow! that's a lot already!! (for me) lol! i'm gonna continue this exp of mine later. chao :D

to be continued........ XD