These few days I've been thinking, I've been invisible to most of the people throughout my life. I'm good with adapting to new surroundings, I can communicate well with other people and I can make new friends pretty quick. All of these I could be proud of but of course there's a little catch...
I've always thought I'll be better off alone, all these years I've thought the same thing. I'll go one place and adapt and then leave to yet another place. I realize that, nobody really truly understand me, if I were to disappear to a place I'd go to have peace, from people and from troubles, nobody would be able to find me. That is what I fear the most, I've never told anyone this but now I'm glad I'm able to share this to the world, to come clean.
These days, I've thought... hmm... maybe I'm not that alone in this world. There's someone who would understand me, someone who knows what's going through my mind when I'm in distress and unhappy even though I don't show it, someone who would always be there when I'm scared and when I need company, someone who knows where I would disappear off to somewhere only I know, and the most important thing is someone who treats me well. I know it sounds so clichéd but that is how I really feel.
The truth of the matter is I'm happy I've found someone just as that. I know nobody's perfect but he really is perfect in my eyes. I know, clichéd, kick me now! Orz... but anyway, that's how I see things. Sounds really grim at first though, right? Sorry~ XP
Anyways.....
HAPPY belated VALENTINE'S DAY!!
I got a beautiful Red Rose and a beautiful Ring for Valentine's~ Thanks dearest~ xoxoxo! ^////^
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