Well I always left my posts in a sad note and then I disappear for a couple of months. Must be frustrating to read my crap lol
So anyways, updates. I am still working with WWF and everything is pretty well. Though I'm taking a couple of weeks off to prepare myself for the biggest and probably my most important interview in my life. No pressure really lol.
So I'm chilling at catching up with my reading and maybe write a few chapters of a novel I've been putting off since forever. Hmm, now that I mentioned this I've gotta remember to retrieve something from someone. All my data and research were all formatted from my old comp. Yahtzee. Should've copied a lot of that next time. Yeesh.
So, aside from me being the usual rambly chick. I am now an adventure junkie and for that I need to train my body to be fit once more. No more couch potato. No more eating those delish junk foods. Man, gotta stay healthy! Need to get myself ready for Mt. Kinabalu's climb via feratta and also the BIM 21km run.
Don't me wrong, I'm scared but gotta face that fear head on. I'm highly motivated nowadays because I know if anything or everything else fails, you can always believe in yourself.
Lol what am I now? A motivational speaker? Man, just got the chills, seriously no kidding. Anyway, that's all from me.
I'm currently at home. Resting up from studying. Watching Supernatural. Hahaha I know, I know but its my way of calming down the nerves and get everything together.
So anyone who reads this, wish me luck! Love ya guys!
On the 24th of March 2014 (Monday) at approximately 10pm, PM Najib tun Razak announced to the world that flight MH370 last known location, according to the data provided by UK's airplane crash experts, is at Southern Indian Ocean, which is 4 hours away from Perth, Australia. It is believed that no one on-board the flight survived the disaster as the area is too remote and too far from any landing strips. The PM gave his heartfelt condolences to the family and friends of those on-board flight MH370, and he also urged the media to give them privacy and space in this trying times.
Although announced as crashed, flight MH370's debris has not yet surfaced. A confirmation of the previous debris found near the area has not been made. Speculations and new theories resurfaced from the new information. Lots of questions began to rise:
How did this happen?
What happened to the flight?
How did it end up so far away from home?
Why did the transponder and ACARS on the aircraft deliberately turned off?
Why did it make an air turn back?
Who is truly responsible for this tragedy?
All these questions remains unanswered. The recovery of the aircraft's 'black box' would then answer all of the questions swirling in everyone's mind right now.
Although the announcement was already made, the SAR operations will still continue rather than just purely doing a recovery mission. Hope still lingers in the heart of some people who believed that there are survivors from the tragedy.
My prayers go to the departed souls of the crew and passengers on-board flight MH370. May God bless their eternal soul. Also a heartfelt condolences to the family members and close friends of those on-board the flight. Stay strong and our prayers are with you as well.
"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal but love leaves memories no one can steal."
- Anonymous
Goodbye and may you #RIPMH370
Also a very big thank you to the people who worked so hard to help find the missing flight. The people who were involved in the investigations as well as those who are out there looking for the aircraft. Your time and effort is greatly appreciated.
Facts and information written here were taken from the excerpts of PM Najib tun Razak's announcement last night (24 March 2014, 10pm). Other related information were taken from various other sources on the internet and also newspapers. (Mostly from Yahoo! News, Bernama and Reuters)
As of Saturday (15th March 2014), our Prime Minister Tan Sri Najib Tun Razak, announced that the B777-200ER aircraft, flight MH370 has made a deliberate turn around. The PM also said that the plane made its last contact to a satellite at 8:10am, just a little 30 minutes after MAS released the press release about the missing plane. The plane is believed to have taken either two corridors, the southern or the northern flight corridors.
Malaysia's investigation into the missing aircraft lasted a week before confirming the facts regarding the military radar that has picked up an unidentified aircraft, which is in fact MH370, in the early morning of 8th March. Our PM also mentioned that before the transponder on the aircraft was deliberately turned off by someone on the flight. We were told not to speculate on who did the deed to avoid giving false information to the public as well as not give false hope to the people involved.
This new development has placed the investigation on the missing aircraft into a new phase. An investigation is now open to investigate the characteristics and background of the passenger and crew on board the plane. Malaysian Authorities has now ceased the SAR operations in the South China Sea. They now moved the operations towards the Andaman seas and the Indian oceans with the help of several countries. The countries that offered help has increased from 14 to 25 in the hopes of finding the missing aircraft.
The PM stressed that the authorities can not confirm whether or not the aircraft was hijacked. The investigations on that matter are still on-going. The public and the media were urged not to make speculations regarding the investigation.
In these 7 days, everyone around the world prays for the safe return of MH370. Most of them have not given up hope. Lets continue to pray and hope that flight MH370 comes back home safely.
I know that my last 3 posts have been a little too serious and most of it concerns the missing aircraft. I promise I'll post something light in the coming post. Cheers.
Any information written here were based on the knowledge from the press conference conducted on the 15th March 2014, 2:18pm, by the PM, Tan Sri Najib Tun Razak. Don't sue me. Don't flame me. =)
The SAR efforts now enters day 5, there were still no sign of the missing aircraft. The family members of the passenger and crew are getting more and more anxious as the days went by. As each day passes, hope dampens.
There were several witnesses that claimed to have seen the aircraft cruising in a low altitude, flying across the mainland, heading towards the straits of Malacca. Everyone is hoping that the SAR teams will finally be able to find the plane in that area. Although clues regarding the aircraft were said to be in the straits of Malacca, the SAR team will still continue to scour the South China Sea for clues.
The Malaysian government is now under immense pressure as the World is watching its every move. One mistake will ruin their trust and confidence with our country. I hope our government is not withholding any crucial information from the family members. I hope they also inform the families in Beijing of the latest information as they too are anxiously waiting for answers.
Please continue to #PrayForMH370
I still pray for a miracle. I still hope that they would return safe. Please keep praying for their safety.
Special thanks to the countries that are helping in the search of the missing aircraft, flight MH370. Words of appreciation couldn't even convey how thankful we are of your sacrifice and effort to find MH370.
On Saturday (8th March 2014) at 12:41am, a MAS B777-200ER aircraft, flight MH370 departed from KLIA bound to Beijing, China. 40 minutes after it's initial take off, contact from the aircraft was completely lost. And at 2.40am, the plane's signal went missing from radars across the region.
The Malaysian Government and MAS released a statement confirming that the MAS B777-200ER aircraft, flight MH370 is missing. A search and rescue effort was immediately mobilized. It was presumed that the plane had crashed in the Vietnamese ocean.
Frantic family members of the passenger and crew rushed over to the airports (KLIA and Beijing International Airport) after they heard the news. The news of the missing flight MH370 shocked the nation. How could a modern and sophisticated aircraft with a series of awards for being the safest aircraft in the world could just disappear into thin air?
A series of speculations and fake information circulate the social media as the investigation goes on. The authorities are urging the public not to believe any other information unless it is from the official statement from the government.
The news comes to me as shocking, I would never had thought that a tragedy such as this befalls our country. It is a very grave and sad news. I couldn't stop myself from trying to find information on the case. Everyone is hoping for a happy ending. I too hope for a miracle.
Let our hopes and prayers reach the passenger and crew of the flight MH370, and also give strength to the affected family members. May God bless their souls. Amen.
I know, I know, I'm posting up another post in a span of a few minutes. But I doubt any of you mind anyway, right, non-existent readers out there? [cries internally]
But if any of you happens to stumble upon my humble blog... then I must say... thank you for reading my crap. And read long enough to actually finish reading this sentence. =D
But that is not what I'm gonna talk about here.
As you all know from my previous posts (and if you don't, I'm gonna explain anyway coz I'm nice like that =P)
I have people that I severely dislike over the years. Who doesn't right? Just like in the How I met Your Mother episode of "The Final Page" where the cast explains that everyone has a 'pit guy'.
A pit guy is someone that one has been obsessed with (in my case, severely disliked... I'm not obsessed okay?) with for so long that they would throw them in a pit/well/whatever is deep enough, literally of course. Unless... *que silent of the lambs song*
So yeah, I have a 'pit guy'. I have someone in my pit of darkness (THAT sounds really weird. to me at least) For years I could not get over how I dislike this person and truth is it's driving me hella crazy. Yes, I know it's not healthy.
So here is the reason why I am writing this here.
As another year gone by, I have grown older and maybe a little more wiser. And this year, here and now, I vow to forgive everything, my 'pit guys' (yes, more than one. Two actually) have ever done to me. Whatever they had said, whatever they did to me is now forgiven. I now vow not to ever care, so much as look, at whatever you are doing in life. I have no right to judge you or to criticize you so I am sorry for whatever I did to you as well. I know I can't meet any of you in person and I don't know whether or not you're gonna read this but still, things that were left unspoken has been spoken, here. We have no more qualms with each other now. Let's move on and get on with our lives.
And that is all.
Though I do have one last thought before I end this, I will never forget the things I learn from meeting both of you. You opened my eyes, to see the world, and also I, acquired an exceptional skill and that is to detect jerks like you from afar. So thank you.... THANK YOU SO MUCH! I really mean it.
A sad truth and a harsh reality. Life is just so fragile and frail. Sometimes you just wish you can hide it somewhere safe and protect it with all your might but alas it's futile. I have lost a friend in the Kudat MASwing crash. A good friend, a great friend. I might've known him for just a short while but I know deep in my heart he is such an amazing person. I wish I had spent more time getting to know you. I'm really sad that you had to leave so early in your life. And you left during the prime time of your life too. But God is all knowing. He must have something in store for you up there. I'll surely miss you and someday we might meet again, hopefully up there.
Rest in Peace Marc Joel Bansh
May God bless your eternal soul
If I Die Young by The Band Perry cover by Michael Henry and Justin Robinett
I've read this story a lot of times, I've read it in different versions but it still pulled my heartstrings. I'll admit that reading this makes me cry EVERY single time... T-T I just simply love the story.
Listen to this... and read...
What Makes You Beautiful
by One Direction (Cover by Boyce Avenue)
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office. On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last-minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The sales girl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed – dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up
gets me every time. *sob*
just wanted to share a beautiful song and wonderful story, =')
Hello fellow bloggers and readers... today as I returned home from work I received a very shocking news...
A friend, Libat Pudun, passed away as he was undergoing his practical, like the rest of us Unirazak students, in Lawas. He had committed suicide for reasons unknown and his family is now grieving for their lost. Friends and lecturers alike are shocked at the news... No one really knows why he did it...
When I heard the news... I was shocked... I was lost for words... My mind went blank and I kept saying... why? why? why? like a broken record. A friend who was on the phone with me kept saying he don't know why Libat did it.
I couldn't cry... my heart was screaming... heart and mind not one at the time... I couldn't comprehend what my friend just told me. Till this minute I still couldn't believe that he already left us.
His last post in facebook was... "Goodbye world. Thanks for the memories,"
I wished I have seen this sooner... I wished that I could prevent this from happening... but alas... no one could've known... not even his family...
He was a great guy with a sense of humour. He was happy-go-lucky and friendly with everyone.
All I could think of saying now is
May God bless his eternal soul... May God bestow his family the strength to carry on... and may God bless us all.
Send him our prayers and God have mercy on him....
Hey everyone~ Well about this post, I was suppose to post this up on the 16th of August but unfortunately my internet connection was down and I couldn’t post up anything. I was a little disappointed. My connection was lost for more than a week or so and I’ve totally forgotten to post this… post. lol
About this post, the 16th of August was our first anniversary together =D so I decided to make an Obentou for Jr. I woke up pretty early to prepare the bentou lol because he was due to arrive at KKIA at noon.
It was just a simple obentou meal, rice, pork meat fried with flour and bread crumbs, tamagoyaki and cherry tomato.
We spent the rest of the day with each other lol~ punya cheesy. Anyway, the obentou looks nice imo but I could still improve some more. =D
For now, that’s all~ ciao ciao~
*hands on the defibrillator* CLEAR!!!!! *zzzzztttt!!!!!!!* ..... *sounds of machine whirring* ITS ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ahem. Oh man... 2009 and now huh? I guess I have to search for a picture of me in 2009. Orz
Alright here goes ^^;;
How I look like 2 YEARS AGO
I look like a dork right? lol~
Two dorky siblings LOL
I know you all saw the date stamp on the photo. Yes, its Valentine's Day. Orz
How I look like NOW
Just arrived from Melbourne Airport, in the hotel... munching cookies. Here's why I'm getting fatter LOL! Still look dorky
At LCC Terminal waiting for our plane to Melbourne. I brought my PSP along coz... an 8 hour flight is boring without entertainment. But 6 hours into the flight... the battery died. *sob*
Muka orang yang penat, baru sampai di Melbourne. And kesejukkan. Kesian kan?
Self explanatory Picture. XP
St. Patrick's Cathedral, Melbourne Australia.
How I've Changed Since
I didn't think I've changed that much but in the course of two years I did a few changes, especially my outward image. I know its not as important as character building but having a good outward image, a presentable one is a foundation for any one of us to build our confidence. I'm a very fortunate girl, my mother taught me to be person of knowing value over matter and beauty in character. To be kind and generous towards others no matter what they have done to you. Here, I would like to thank my mom for rising me to be a person I am today. I still have a lot to learn and a lot of changes to make for my silly, silly mistakes. I'm taking change one step at a time, I know I'm slow but I will definitely get there.
"Believe in yourself, Believe in Me"
Yes, confidence. I didn't have that ever since high school. I know I was the weird one out of the bunch. I have self-esteem issues and I've never thought I'm beautiful or pretty. I was pretty adamant about that. I'm the boyish type of girl and I thought I'll forever be that way, you know? But I was DEAD wrong. Its never about other people's perception of you. Its about your perception about yourself. Its how you see yourself. Its how you think about yourself. It was me who always bather about my own appearance, it was me all along who always lowered my own self esteem. Thinking less about oneself is seriously tiring. I broke free of that way of thinking. I set myself free from the negativity from my own self and embrace who I really am. It was not an easy journey, I am still trying very hard to counter every negativity I have for myself. I thank God for helping me, if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have been able to stand back up. Thanks to this spiritual camp I went to in 2009 I was able to reconnect to God.
"All you have to do is have faith in God and yourself."
An Inspirational Song for all girls out there!
I've known this song for a while now. Always listened to it in my car XDD
Oh man, did I seriously wrote this long? =.='' sorry, didn't mean to be so emo lol~ so I guess that's it from me today~~ Peace out peeps~ Ciao ciao~~~~
I'm suppose to post this up yesterday but I guess I was a little 'preoccupied' lol~ Anyway, before I start to rant some nonsense I better get started on my BELATED Valentine's day post
These few days I've been thinking, I've been invisible to most of the people throughout my life. I'm good with adapting to new surroundings, I can communicate well with other people and I can make new friends pretty quick. All of these I could be proud of but of course there's a little catch...
I've always thought I'll be better off alone, all these years I've thought the same thing. I'll go one place and adapt and then leave to yet another place. I realize that, nobody really truly understand me, if I were to disappear to a place I'd go to have peace, from people and from troubles, nobody would be able to find me. That is what I fear the most, I've never told anyone this but now I'm glad I'm able to share this to the world, to come clean.
Well first of all... I should have done this on the first of January 2011! >.
Orz .... I know I'm late... ugh...
Alright this year's resolution!
1. LOSE WEIGHT!!! OAO
2. Do well in my exams! I need a scholarship badly >.
3. Try and change some attitude problems. Not an easy task but I'll still try. Someone once told me changing is not really necessary because its just who you really are. But I say, a little tweaking doesn't really hurt, right? Its not necessarily changing a LOT right? tee-hee~
4. I need to save up some money for rainy days. Must.... resist... buying... unnecessary... items...
5. Save some money for essential stuff... like a NEW LAPTOP!
Hmm....
I guess that's all for my resolution this year haha~
Ahhh, but that's not the only reason I decided to post here today, I just realize that I need to get something out of my chest.
And here goes...
This year didn't exactly start joyfully, so to speak, lol, anyway, the beginning of this year, I must say... there's a lot of misunderstandings, argument, and not to forget some unfinished business. A lot of things needed to be done and those things leads to some more misunderstandings and arguments.
Although it does sound a bit bleak, sorry about that, but I still do think this year is going to be a GREAT year for me. I say, BRING IT ON! I'll be ready for any challenges and trials this year. Come what may, baby. Muhahaha~!
Troubles, Problems, Misunderstandings....... is just another trials in life we have to face. Although at first we'll feel really... frustrated each and every time we face them, initially of course. But it does give us satisfaction and relief every time we are able to deal with the problem and solve it right? ..... yeah I'm talking nonsense lol~
Anyway.....
HAVE A GREAT YEAR EVERYONE!!! 2011 BABY!!
btw, 2011 is RABBIT year!! XD .....and when's Cat year? (i ^ i)
*sigh* just feeling a little down today... did something stupid last night and seriously regretted it... so i woke up this morning and listened to a few songs that i know will calm me down... so today i thought i'd share this inspirational songs heheh =D
You're my Hope by Skillet
I feel better after listening to it a few times hehehe and i feel energetic and i found something important. lesson learnt. =P
He's someone you can rely on. You and I know He's there for us. This song reminds me of Him and His support towards me. Therefore, I am grateful when I am reminded of Him as He really does give me strength to carry on.
Not making sense, right? Sorry hehe Just wanted to share the song. XD
Have you ever felt that you've changed? Have you ever thought of changing? Well I have.
As we all grow older we learn how to adapt and change ourselves as to how you want people to perceive you. I have learnt this since I was younger but I was scared of change, I see people change and I see them either transform from good to better, from bad to worst. Sometimes when I think about it, I don't want to change, I want to be left alone, I want to be solitary. So no one could hurt me or affect me. At that time, it was a great idea.
But that's what I thought before...
I stand here on Earth today and thought, why wouldn't I change? I change not for the sake of others but for my own betterment. Isn't that a good enough reason to change?
I used to pretend I know something I know not of, but now I don't have to because being yourself is God's given gift to you and to people you meet.
I used to think I'm alone but now I know I am not. I have friends and family who will stand by me no matter what.
I used to think I couldn't trust anyone but now I know I have to open up a little for people to understand me more.
Nowadays, I just embrace change because I know deep in my soul that I need change to help me mature as a human being. God has shown me the way to be more righteous, slow but eventually I will get there.
Since I've started my course in Education, I've thought that this couldn't be something that I envisioned myself in 10 years time. I had always thought that I'd make ICT a career in my future because, yes, I'm in love with the subject but as I went on I knew deep inside I couldn't survive in that career. Therefore, I've decided that I'd take on Education instead. Little that I know I was already trained to become a teacher since I was a little girl.
It all started when I first went to school, kindergarten, as soon as I went home from school I started playing teacher and students. I teach and correct my imaginary students. I pretend to be the student and then I became the teacher to correct the student, me. I loved playing it so much that I pretty much played student and teacher every day.
When my brother, Phelan, was big enough to play with me and that was a few years after I started to go to school, I recruited him to be my student. My brother was an excellent student when he was smaller. He listens to me and does the 'homework' that I gave him. Now, he pretty much ignores me. Lol~
When I think about it, it couldn't be a coincidence that I've finally taken the path of becoming a teacher. It was already pre-predicted in the past. And I'm really glad that I took the decision to become one. Though being an educator has it challenges, I do love learning on how to overcome it. The subject that the course offered had been interesting and fascinating and my most favorite subject currently is Cognitive, Psychology and Other Related Sciences. It is a very interesting subject, possibly because psychology always pique my interest. Heheheh
Anyway I just wanted to share what I've learnt so far. XP
Until next time~ Ciao Ciao
When I first started blogging, I didn't know what I'm suppose to do or blog. I was never really interested in blogging. I blogged because I thought it was the biggest new thing in school. Everybody seems to have blogs and they blog about their everyday lives in a blog. I didn't get why they wanted to share such personal and private things in their lives to the world.
I was scared to open up and I couldn't possibly think of anything about exposing myself. I was scared, yes, but I signed up for a blog anyway coz I thought if I don't have a blog I'll be the outdated one. LOL!
Anyway, I didn't update my blog much coz I don't even know WHAT I'm suppose to blog about. About my life? I thought why would anyone really care? Geez. So I thought, hmm... maybe about things that I like to do? And then I thought, nah, why would people wanna read what I do today? Its not like its interesting or anything. Therefore, I've only updated some things that I thought really interesting and might be worth to read. Sometimes I blogged, weeks apart and sometimes months AND sometimes years! (What was I thinking?? hahaha!)
So anyway, I've thought about everything and this year (yes 2010!) I'm gonna start anew. I'm gonna blog so my english and my writing skills improve. Bear with me coz I know I have a lot of grammar mistakes and some spellings errors. Feh. Ah, but I don't promise a really productive blog coz you know as I aforementioned (or not), I'm a procrastinator (sorry! I can't help it! >.<).
So, lets start this year's blog with my new year's resolution (is that right? .... uuh)!
Number 1: Losing weight! (around 5kg should be enough, sorry I have issues with my weight =.=)
Number 2: Finish this year's semester with flying colours~! (My cousin gave me inspiration, she set my soul ablaze with her constant hard work and optimism. Thanks~!! Love you and I'm gonna miss you XD come back soon!)
Number 3: Chant "Believe" everyday (I need that boost, seriously. I know, weird but.... I need it)
Number 4: Save up money the old fashion way (or maybe I should find a job? For what you say? A lot of reasons, one of them is... a PS3! ARGH!! Curse you technology!!!)
Number 5: Drink more water!! (I always deprive myself from that. I dunno why lol)
Alright, I think that is it for today! Enjoy your new years and lets celebrate the year 2010! God bless~~ Ciao Ciao~!
