The final page?

Hi peeps,

I know, I know, I'm posting up another post in a span of a few minutes. But I doubt any of you mind anyway, right, non-existent readers out there? [cries internally]

But if any of you happens to stumble upon my humble blog... then I must say... thank you for reading my crap. And read long enough to actually finish reading this sentence. =D

But that is not what I'm gonna talk about here.

As you all know from my previous posts (and if you don't, I'm gonna explain anyway coz I'm nice like that =P)

I have people that I severely dislike over the years. Who doesn't right? Just like in the How I met Your Mother episode of "The Final Page" where the cast explains that everyone has a 'pit guy'.

A pit guy is someone that one has been obsessed with (in my case, severely disliked... I'm not obsessed okay?) with for so long that they would throw them in a pit/well/whatever is deep enough, literally of course. Unless... *que silent of the lambs song*

So yeah, I have a 'pit guy'. I have someone in my pit of darkness (THAT sounds really weird. to me at least) For years I could not get over how I dislike this person and truth is it's driving me hella crazy. Yes, I know it's not healthy.

So here is the reason why I am writing this here.

As another year gone by, I have grown older and maybe a little more wiser. And this year, here and now, I vow to forgive everything, my 'pit guys' (yes, more than one. Two actually) have ever done to me. Whatever they had said, whatever they did to me is now forgiven. I now vow not to ever care, so much as look, at whatever you are doing in life. I have no right to judge you or to criticize you so I am sorry for whatever I did to you as well. I know I can't meet any of you in person and I don't know whether or not you're gonna read this but still, things that were left unspoken has been spoken, here. We have no more qualms with each other now. Let's move on and get on with our lives.

And that is all.

Though I do have one last thought before I end this, I will never forget the things I learn from meeting both of you. You opened my eyes, to see the world, and also I, acquired an exceptional skill and that is to detect jerks like you from afar. So thank you.... THANK YOU SO MUCH! I really mean it.

and good night.