Ahem.
Oh man... 2009 and now huh? I guess I have to search for a picture of me in 2009. Orz
Alright here goes ^^;;
How I look like 2 YEARS AGO
I look like a dork right? lol~
Two dorky siblings LOL
I know you all saw the date stamp on the photo. Yes, its Valentine's Day. Orz
How I look like NOW
Just arrived from Melbourne Airport, in the hotel... munching cookies. Here's why I'm getting fatter LOL! Still look dorky
At LCC Terminal waiting for our plane to Melbourne. I brought my PSP along coz... an 8 hour flight is boring without entertainment. But 6 hours into the flight... the battery died. *sob*
Muka orang yang penat, baru sampai di Melbourne. And kesejukkan. Kesian kan?
Self explanatory Picture. XP
St. Patrick's Cathedral, Melbourne Australia.
How I've Changed Since
I didn't think I've changed that much but in the course of two years I did a few changes, especially my outward image. I know its not as important as character building but having a good outward image, a presentable one is a foundation for any one of us to build our confidence. I'm a very fortunate girl, my mother taught me to be person of knowing value over matter and beauty in character. To be kind and generous towards others no matter what they have done to you. Here, I would like to thank my mom for rising me to be a person I am today. I still have a lot to learn and a lot of changes to make for my silly, silly mistakes. I'm taking change one step at a time, I know I'm slow but I will definitely get there.
"Believe in yourself, Believe in Me"
Yes, confidence. I didn't have that ever since high school. I know I was the weird one out of the bunch. I have self-esteem issues and I've never thought I'm beautiful or pretty. I was pretty adamant about that. I'm the boyish type of girl and I thought I'll forever be that way, you know? But I was DEAD wrong. Its never about other people's perception of you. Its about your perception about yourself. Its how you see yourself. Its how you think about yourself. It was me who always bather about my own appearance, it was me all along who always lowered my own self esteem. Thinking less about oneself is seriously tiring. I broke free of that way of thinking. I set myself free from the negativity from my own self and embrace who I really am. It was not an easy journey, I am still trying very hard to counter every negativity I have for myself. I thank God for helping me, if it wasn't for him I wouldn't have been able to stand back up. Thanks to this spiritual camp I went to in 2009 I was able to reconnect to God.
"All you have to do is have faith in God and yourself."
An Inspirational Song for all girls out there!
I've known this song for a while now. Always listened to it in my car XDD
Oh man, did I seriously wrote this long? =.='' sorry, didn't mean to be so emo lol~ so I guess that's it from me today~~ Peace out peeps~ Ciao ciao~~~~
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