Frustration

I guess not everything in life is really that nice, when your own mother diss you. I pissed as well. She said I do nothing for the family ehem sorry in the house.

Did she ever thought that I sometimes didn't do it coz I have some things of my own to do?

This is always the issue, the freaking house needs to be cleaned. I've done the basics, like sweeping the floor and washing the dishes. Still she wants me to perform miracle.

Yeah maybe I was in fault too. I grunt every time she asked me to do stuff. I'm a normal kid. I don't like doing chores. So the only protest I could do is grunt. And oh did I mentioned that my brother does nothing in the house except using the car and goes to only God knows where?

My mom is a perfectionist, she wants everything to be freaking perfect. Every little detail of things, makes me want to hate her for asking me to do every little detail. But no of course you can't hate your own mother oh silly me! *rolls eyes*

And she has her own 'lackey' what I mean by that is... she has this buddy from work, a guy by the way, always backs her up no matter what. And you know what's silly? She gets angry at him for little matters as well sometimes.

Yeah... problems problems. I don't like to fight with my mother coz having her angry with me for trivial matters means you don't talk to her coz she'll flip.

Did she ever think that I was PMS-ing that day when she asked me a little too much questions?

Sometimes I just wanna... you know... be free of this house. And live somewhere else. But I do love my home, its in the countryside. I love the countryside, there's always things to do (other than chores) around here.

*Sigh* I guess I'll get over this feeling soon. Coz right now I feel like busting up somebody's car lol