Tuesday, 28 February 2012

Long since...

Long since the day I have written in this blog... Can't say I don't have time to write... It's just that I don't have the energy and inspiration to do it.

Orang cakap "Teda hati suda baa" itu kalu orang Sabah la.

But anyway, I'll still try my best to find time to write and tell you guys what's going on.

I am doing my practical now at SMK Datuk Peter Mojuntin, Penampang. The days goes by quite fast on the contrary of how people might've thought. The children were not bad well some of them. I know I'm suppose to be strict to them but sheesh I can't and the excuse I'm gonna give is pretty lame so I'm not gonna waste your time lol.

As the weeks goes by with bundles of activities and teaching class at once, I feel like my health point is gradually decreasing. I could rest and regain the lost energy but yeeeeesh stress build up is definitely hindering my full recovery.

Anyway, one of the teacher advised me not to think too much about the stress. Just let it go or lets all go to bukit padang she said. =3=''

Well other than that, everything's fine. This week is the revision week and next week is exam week. And the week after that is the SCHOOL HOLIDAY!! Yes, I am looking forward for the school holidays. Ahh, it's only Monday... I wish Friday would come as soon as possible lol

My timetable has changed again for the 3rd time this whole month Orz

I'm teaching Geography. If only you could see my face right now. The students are going to fail. Seriously. I mean it. >.>;;

After the school holidays, I am still going to teach Geography but for my English class instead of Form 1, I have to teach form 2. OMG! They're not going to ever listen to me. I pray to God for a LOT of patience.

Now that I think about it... I have to buy MORE reference book. =3='' magavii tusin ku.


Here's some photos to distract you from the boredom of reading this post lol











Friday, 10 February 2012

Sad Day...

Hello fellow bloggers and readers... today as I returned home from work I received a very shocking news...

A friend, Libat Pudun, passed away as he was undergoing his practical, like the rest of us Unirazak students, in Lawas. He had committed suicide for reasons unknown and his family is now grieving for their lost. Friends and lecturers alike are shocked at the news... No one really knows why he did it...

When I heard the news... I was shocked... I was lost for words... My mind went blank and I kept saying... why? why? why? like a broken record. A friend who was on the phone with me kept saying he don't know why Libat did it.

I couldn't cry... my heart was screaming... heart and mind not one at the time... I couldn't comprehend what my friend just told me. Till this minute I still couldn't believe that he already left us.

His last post in facebook was... "Goodbye world. Thanks for the memories,"

I wished I have seen this sooner... I wished that I could prevent this from happening... but alas... no one could've known... not even his family...

He was a great guy with a sense of humour. He was happy-go-lucky and friendly with everyone.

All I could think of saying now is

May God bless his eternal soul... May God bestow his family the strength to carry on... and may God bless us all.

Send him our prayers and God have mercy on him....

sigh...

God(dess) Complex

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