Good day people of blogspot,
Its not everyday I spent my time here to rant and say my dissatisfaction out in the open. I believe no one really reads this blog anyway so its the perfect place for me to let off some steam.
First off, lemme just say that I am seriously stressed out. I feel burned out and lost the zeal to even fight for my position here. The pressure is tremendous and I felt like I'm being crushed every single day I'm here.
I want to leave this place. I don't love what I'm doing. I feel like I'm not serving my purpose here. Time and time again, I felt like giving up. The feeling is growing stronger each and everyday.
There is only two reasons why I felt the need to stay.
One, I respect my boss and I want to propel him into the good eyes of the management.
Two, my friends here. They've been super supportive regardless of some minority who can't get along with me even though I try to be friendly.
These two reasons are what makes me stand firm of wanting to stay here. Unfortunately, one defacto in this whole thing and that is the higher management. Oh dear God, I can't even begin to describe how horrible their treatment to some of us. It was so blatantly biased that made me feel uneasy and dissatisfied.
I am being friggin' vague here on purpose really.
Sigh. I want to go. I feel like I've had enough. I feel like I'm crazy enough to do just that.
That's it for now. I don't wanna bore you guys with sordid details of my work life LMAO.
I have to always put a brave face on and trudge through everyday. Help me God.
Ugh. Sigh. Grits teeth. Sigh again.
See you guys. Ciao.
