HobbyCon 2008

Cosplaying is part of my dream since I've started to like Anime, Mangas and Games. Thanks to Click Start Play (CSP). A forum for all Animanga and Games enthusiast in Sabah for this great event, HOBBYCON!!

And........

Hobbycon 2008 was awesome!!!!! I never thought cosplaying is so much fun! And there's a lot fun booths around the convention. But I didn't get a chance to play guitar heroes... erghhhh.... But its okay... I guess I could wait for Hobbycon 2009 XD

And also.....

Thanks to H-Laws team!! You guys are the best-est!!! I don't think I could ever realized my dreams to cosplay if it weren't for you guys!! Love you guys a LOTTT!!! Muaaxxxxxxxx!!!

Here's some pics of HobbyCon 2008~~~ ^^

Day 1:-

Thanks to the Photographers (Most of them are from Click Start Play, Thanks you guys ^^)

Please tell me your names so I can credit you properly ^^
Some of the pics have the Photographer's name in it.


Taken by DESTY



Taken by VENGEANCE IS SWEET



Taken by MASLIGHT



Taken by VENGEANCE IS SWEET



Taken by VINCENT HONG



Taken by CHUCKY



Taken by PUMPKIN (I'm not too sure... correct me if I'm wrong)


That's all for now... Don't have enough pics to put in here >.<

Frustration

I guess not everything in life is really that nice, when your own mother diss you. I pissed as well. She said I do nothing for the family ehem sorry in the house.

Did she ever thought that I sometimes didn't do it coz I have some things of my own to do?

This is always the issue, the freaking house needs to be cleaned. I've done the basics, like sweeping the floor and washing the dishes. Still she wants me to perform miracle.

Yeah maybe I was in fault too. I grunt every time she asked me to do stuff. I'm a normal kid. I don't like doing chores. So the only protest I could do is grunt. And oh did I mentioned that my brother does nothing in the house except using the car and goes to only God knows where?

My mom is a perfectionist, she wants everything to be freaking perfect. Every little detail of things, makes me want to hate her for asking me to do every little detail. But no of course you can't hate your own mother oh silly me! *rolls eyes*

And she has her own 'lackey' what I mean by that is... she has this buddy from work, a guy by the way, always backs her up no matter what. And you know what's silly? She gets angry at him for little matters as well sometimes.

Yeah... problems problems. I don't like to fight with my mother coz having her angry with me for trivial matters means you don't talk to her coz she'll flip.

Did she ever think that I was PMS-ing that day when she asked me a little too much questions?

Sometimes I just wanna... you know... be free of this house. And live somewhere else. But I do love my home, its in the countryside. I love the countryside, there's always things to do (other than chores) around here.

*Sigh* I guess I'll get over this feeling soon. Coz right now I feel like busting up somebody's car lol

Rants

Well I have my days of rantings as well, today i'm really really freakin' (yeah notice i change the word coz i don't wanna use f*ck) pissed. Always and always talking about the same old thing. Nagging the same freakin' thing what the hell? Hmm.. i'm talking about annoying parents. Yeah, mine's no different from the others. They can be nice to you one moment and an ass in other. I don't understand. What the hell do they want from us?

In my case, she keeps on pestering me about chores and everything. Yeah sure I've done them many many times. And yes I'm also human. I might forget sometimes. It was just a small thing that I've forgotten and she made it like a made a HUGE mistake in my life. It's like I've taken drugs or went to jail for goodness sakes. I'm not perfect, I'm not a robot. I can't remember everything to do at home. I help as much as I can around the house. Yeah, and what did my brother do instead? I ask him many times for help but hell he didn't even budge from his seat in front of the computer. Serves him right for getting the worst result in his whole life. Hah! When I was still in high school, I come back home and she always expects me to do the chores and everything. Sure I've done it. But now that I'm in U, I think my brother should have a part of it too, you know? Fairness right? I've done it when I was in high school. I was tired too, from school and everything. Well, I tolerated long enough. I'm tired and sick of this. I wish I could just go anywhere but here.

Hah! Talking about chores at home, she keeps on saying "If little things like this, you couldn't do. How are you gonna inherit the house?" Yeah that sorta thing. Well I don't want this house. She can give it to my brother anyway, I don't care. I want to live far away from here someday.

Sigh... yeah.. I'm frustrated as hell. There's this thing yesterday too that I find really really hurtful. My mom's best buddy (whatever) whom she always hangs out with brought us to tanjung aru to find some tid bits. Anyway on the way there, he said something that's really dumb. He said "How stupid are they?" The exact words were "Buduh juga diorang tu!" Wow! Said with such passion! My gawd, the people who came to our house came to help us around the house. Like fixing the riverside my placing sandbags to lessen the flood water from coming to our house, clearing the place up and everything. And there he did, he said stupid. I hate it when he sayd it. Its almost saying that he's the most intelligent creature in the whole world. And he likes to compliment my mom for almost everything that she does. Geez, not in front of the kid.

Yeah... I think that's all for now. I don't care if my grammar sucked this time around or maybe my story didn't make any sense right now. I just wanted to rant, rant and rant.

What's up?

Ciaossu~

Its not often that I write on my blog. Hn.... Maybe thats coz my life story is not thaaaaat interesting. Hahahaha anyway my cousin is here in Sabah and she's been here for a few weeks odi. She's going back tomorrow though. Tonight we are heading out to watch Hellboy II. Me, phelan, tasia and atan. Kinda like cousins night outting hehehe

Last week we went to watch Hancock on a school night well that's for my bro's case, it was a good movie we all had fun but the next morning my mom got so angry coz my bro didn't wake up in time to go to school. Hn.... I think it was partly my fault. Hehe...

I'm not actually in the mood to go out so much nowadays. With the fuel and food crisis and all I'd rather stayed at home. I kinda like staying at home but I get bored if I stayed too long though... Geh...

I actually was invited for our class 2005 reunion, unfortunately I couldn't make it. Sorry guys! But I promise I'll come next year! I miss most of my high school days. It was where most of my precious memories were created. I'm glad coz that's where most of friends were. Hehe awwww the memories ^^

Phew! I'm currently at my cousin's house... I wonder when's my bro gonna pick me up.. Hn...... Gyaaah!! He's not picking up his phone!! Gah! .... Fine I'll watch zettai kareshi live action then. God! Night's so damn hawt! Riiko why do you not like him! Gah! Oh here's my fav. quote from him. "ore sekushi?" darn him I literally rofl. And with that stupid pose! Geh!! *cough* off topic. Lol ok here's where I say goodbye!





Ciao ciao~

Valentine's Day is today!! O.O

I did something really dumb today. Deeeeeeep down in my heart I know I shouldn't have done it. LOL but i already did. I don't know if I made a god decision but what happen, happened. So i dont think there's anyway that i could... you know retake whatever i have done. *smacks forehead and runs to a dark corner* i'm never gonna forget the dumb things i've done (hmm.. that sounds like from a song lyric... O.o!!)

Anywaaaay, forget what i said up there coz that's just me rambling nonsense (i know i dont make sense sometimes). *writes in her phone calendar* i'm never gonna forget today ever.

Song of the day: Lonely Day by System of a Down. (Kinda depressing)

i guess that's all for now. i meant to write longer but head don't want to think more things to say anymore. coz it's filled with a bunch of crappy stuff (my brain needs cleaning up. it's getting cloggy). I think i'll start sketching again. it has been so long... uuuh...

*scared to see own drawings* <--while she still out of it u all beter go do something else coz she's gonna be out LONG.




chao








Happy Valentine's Day!!

Grateful for peace of mind

Wow i've been writting here for quite often. I find it strange hahahaha most likely (i think) it's because my having a splendid sleep over at her house. Ah i'm going back to my house tomorrow. I miss home although sometimes i feel pressured staying at home. Everyday it feels like somebody expects you to accomplish something everyday. It's not that its not good but i find it.... Stressful. At my cousin's place on the other hand is a good place to hang and clear your mind. I feel more relaxed here. Maybe its because i dont have to do anything hahaha ah crap i'm such a lazy bum.

Although i know no one is really reading this but somehow it feels really nice to write and express your feelings in your blog.

Current mood: sleepy but happy ^^

Actually i'm still playing ps2 game hahaha way to pass the time. Btw, i'm playing ff12 now. Coz i've just finished persona 3 a while back. So now starting a new rpg XD i suggest you all to try and play P3 oh and Tales of the Abyss.

thanks jon for the walkthrough! Oh yeah... Sorry in advance if err... Some of the pages came off. The glue is not strong enough to hold most of the pages anymore.

Alright! I think its time for me to sleep :p

Bye bye~

The first Sunday of lent...

Today's Agenda!

Today woke up early than i usually do (8.45am). Got up, took my bath, brush my teeth and got ready. My cousins, my bro and me are going to watch meet the spartans. But my bro woke up late and the plan almost went to the drain. I didnt get to buy my tales of the abyss (ToA) ps2 game today! Boo! And my cousin, tasia, went berserk this morning coz we were a bit late (actually it was 20 mins before the show but i know better :p) . Well i'm used to her getting angry and all. I dont actually mind if she blasted me with her angry words lol. Anyway we actually made it in time. Man, i couldnt stop laughing. If i were at home watching i'd sure be ROFL-ing hahaha

After the show, we went to aunt regina's place. Celebrate CNY... hong pau! I'm using it to buy molpoint later lol. As usual at party, eat, chat, play with children etc. etc. Uuuh i gambled some money in a game of 'kua merah' i dunno wad it is in english! Hahahaha it's basically a 5 card game. Each card u hv to find its pair. U can oni hv 5 card in each round but if u win (meaning finding the final pair for your 5 cards) u will 6 cards. I think it's like poker? Well i dont actually what a poker is lol! I'm a bad gambler lol oooh and anthea's there too and i get to pass some of the wedding pictures to her. Uuuh i didnt mention her sister felly is a newlywed! Oh she also came with her husband tony. Friendly couple ^^

Hmm.... I wonder when anthea's going back to NS? Huhuhuhu

Today's ash wednesday (friday actually it was postponed coz of CNY celebration)! And i gambled without thinking! Argh!! Repent repent....
We went to St. Thomas church today for ash wednesday mass i went with uncle agusto and aunty jacqueline (tasia's parents). And yes i'm staying over at their house again today. Hahaha sometimes i can be such a bother. But i like it here. They are nice people XD i love to hang out with them. Ahh i remembered i havent taken my bath! I better log off now and refresh myself. Uuuh.... My flu is not gone yet. It's so frustrating..... Oh well i hope i get better soon

Today's a great day!

yeah i'm still at my cousin's house. I really enjoy being here but i'm afraid that i'm bothering uncle & aunty here. And i forgot to bring my meds sheesh i hate getting coughs. I feel like downing all that cough syrup. Anyway, i came writting in my blog coz i'm a little bored harharhar anyway i'm writting this using my phone. Oh i'm so gonna regret at the end of the month....

Oh yeah it's chinese new year! There's a family gathering tonight at 7. Hong pau! Yeah! Money for ge! Omg! Hahahaha hopefully can more money out of it. Ahhhh i'm totally broke these days. I can feel a winter cold sensation in my wallet lol! I never knew writing here makes me feel much much better. Hahaha i know my grammar sux but anything will do if i start rambling nonsense lol!

Anyway, happy chinese new year! Enjoy hong pau collecting! XD

My Condition Today

hello people, im here again hahaha im at my cousin's hse. Enjoying a quiet life away from home. Its not like i dont like it home. I love it.
Remember the online gaming called granado espada. Its taking a toll on me, both physically & mentally.
Those that i deemed friends i wont say his or her name, is getting on my nerves. I left them & went adventuring alone coz talking to them makes me irritated. This 1 particular friend, Everytime she apologise makes me feel that she's not sincere. The way she talks ugh! Sometimes it just irritates me. And there's this other 1, he speaks without checking what he's talking about. It hurts me.
Sigh i know this is like a hate post but i need some to put my ramblings where else but my wonderful note book? Muahahahaha i do feel much better though. Anyways i wanna go enjoy my bath & go upstairs to play ff12 harharhar

It's a lonely day

Hello, it has been so long since i've decided to return to my so called notebook. Ah i've been 'busy' lately in my second life. Granado Espada. a game which i am still addicted to. yesh i know its baaad.

The presence in the house is quite gloomy this few days. my cousin's mishap with my car has gone from bad to worst. Well actually now it's quite settled i believe. his father is settling the matter now (which i truly believe he can). The story goes like this:

On friday (11th jan), my cousin accidentally knocked a van from on his way out of his house. he is of course at fault but the driver of the van is also at fault (we'll call him ken from now on.) my cousin was panic stricken so he agreed in paying the guy. He came to my house explains everything and i said, "why'd do we have to pay for his damage too? he is at fault too. we should just settle by paying ourselves." my mom agreed with me and we send an sms to ken stating that both are at fault and both should just pay according to each other's losses. but this guy (being a block head himself) don't want to. he thinks that he has no fault (he's malay by the way). i was furious at this guy's reply. i almost smashed my cousin's handphone to the floor. i can list out lots of his stupid faults! he said he wants to call the police for God's sake. he wants to meet at teh police station in KK which is already wrong coz the accident happened in penampang. he should go to the police station there (how much stupider can this ken guy be?? i'm pissed with this dumb shit! ... sorry rude word). anyhooooow, today is the day we settle the thing. my cousin is growing restless (he's living at my house now) which irritates me. i have many things to worry about and he's scared that he's gonna get beaten up to a pulp and his family gets harmed (it's not that i don't care about their welfare. i do but come on. it's not there's no police force in this country and like the guy dares to touch him or his family. the matter will go worse and ken will go to jail surely. the idiot i hate saying his damn name.) I sure hope the guy will get punished on day. by karma or by God. anyway is fine by me.

i'm very sure the guy is gonna get it.... he's gonna get it i could feel it in my veins... uuuuh he's gonna get it baaaaad....