It's a lonely day

Hello, it has been so long since i've decided to return to my so called notebook. Ah i've been 'busy' lately in my second life. Granado Espada. a game which i am still addicted to. yesh i know its baaad.

The presence in the house is quite gloomy this few days. my cousin's mishap with my car has gone from bad to worst. Well actually now it's quite settled i believe. his father is settling the matter now (which i truly believe he can). The story goes like this:

On friday (11th jan), my cousin accidentally knocked a van from on his way out of his house. he is of course at fault but the driver of the van is also at fault (we'll call him ken from now on.) my cousin was panic stricken so he agreed in paying the guy. He came to my house explains everything and i said, "why'd do we have to pay for his damage too? he is at fault too. we should just settle by paying ourselves." my mom agreed with me and we send an sms to ken stating that both are at fault and both should just pay according to each other's losses. but this guy (being a block head himself) don't want to. he thinks that he has no fault (he's malay by the way). i was furious at this guy's reply. i almost smashed my cousin's handphone to the floor. i can list out lots of his stupid faults! he said he wants to call the police for God's sake. he wants to meet at teh police station in KK which is already wrong coz the accident happened in penampang. he should go to the police station there (how much stupider can this ken guy be?? i'm pissed with this dumb shit! ... sorry rude word). anyhooooow, today is the day we settle the thing. my cousin is growing restless (he's living at my house now) which irritates me. i have many things to worry about and he's scared that he's gonna get beaten up to a pulp and his family gets harmed (it's not that i don't care about their welfare. i do but come on. it's not there's no police force in this country and like the guy dares to touch him or his family. the matter will go worse and ken will go to jail surely. the idiot i hate saying his damn name.) I sure hope the guy will get punished on day. by karma or by God. anyway is fine by me.

i'm very sure the guy is gonna get it.... he's gonna get it i could feel it in my veins... uuuuh he's gonna get it baaaaad....