Changes

Have you ever felt that you've changed? Have you ever thought of changing? Well I have.

As we all grow older we learn how to adapt and change ourselves as to how you want people to perceive you. I have learnt this since I was younger but I was scared of change, I see people change and I see them either transform from good to better, from bad to worst. Sometimes when I think about it, I don't want to change, I want to be left alone, I want to be solitary. So no one could hurt me or affect me. At that time, it was a great idea.

But that's what I thought before...

I stand here on Earth today and thought, why wouldn't I change? I change not for the sake of others but for my own betterment. Isn't that a good enough reason to change?

I used to pretend I know something I know not of, but now I don't have to because being yourself is God's given gift to you and to people you meet.

I used to think I'm alone but now I know I am not. I have friends and family who will stand by me no matter what.

I used to think I couldn't trust anyone but now I know I have to open up a little for people to understand me more.

Nowadays, I just embrace change because I know deep in my soul that I need change to help me mature as a human being. God has shown me the way to be more righteous, slow but eventually I will get there.

Thanks for reading
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yay a spiritual post by me~ hehehehe enjoy

Finale China trip~

mmm i just thought that i should just finish the china trip story once and for all you know? hahahha coz we didn't  do much during the final two days hahahaha

Day 6 - Windows of the World, Shenzhen

we canceled on the trip to lotus hill... coz victor said it was 45 minutes up a flight of stairs hahaha i wanted to go coz its a chance for me to go exercise but unfortunately group B wanted to go shopping instead hahahaa

so the day started with breakfast, yes i know you guys are tired of me saying that over and over again lol but so what lol we didn't have any program that morning, so my mom and me went to get breakfast and then go down the street to go sightsee and shop hehehe

mmm but half way through that i got tired and irritated coz my rashes are really bothering me... the heat and humidity is really bad... and because i have sensitive skin i easily got rashes.... ugh... and at that moment, i feel like going back to the hotel and take a long COLD bath... man i gotta tell you... the sun even though its still early in the morning... God... it was HOT! and i can't breathe because its so crowded =.= uuhhhh

and so yeah my mom sent me back to the hotel and she went off to the shopping street again with some other friends. sorry mom i could accompany you >.<

so in the afternoon, victor went to pick us up to show us where we're going to have lunch. we went to the restaurant by foot lol and we passed lots of shops, you've guessed it, its the shopping street~ lol

after lunch, 8 people from group B went to the Windows of the World.... where all the landmarks of each countries are miniaturized and placed in the park! whoooo~~~ we went there by the subway...

i took a picture with the eiffel tower!! ...in china lol but still.... its the eiffel tower! lol someday i wanna visit paris... hehehe we only have 2 hours that day to walk around the park...i think we've only looked at half of the attraction.. i wish i had the whole day there =.= but i must say, going to see the real thing is so much better rather than just looking at the miniature lol

mmm some of it is miniaturized and some of it like the eiffel tower is built almost as tall as the real eiffel tower hehe it was an amazing experience hahaha i hope someday i'll be able to go travel to these countries =D

mmm after that, we went back to the hotel and then again walk to the restaurant for our dinner... and that's the end of Day 6~


Day 7 - Shenzhen - Kota Kinabalu

well nothing much to say here actually... heheh i'm just glad that we're going back home... i already miss home and my cat, renji XP and of course i miss playing with my lovely cousin, tasia hahaha


and so that's the end of the china trip story =D

i'm so happy to share hehehehe but for now... ciao ciao~~

Orz Day 5 - China Trip

and here i'm suppose to finish my china trip story lol and i'm having trouble to even remember some of the trip... and the days O.O!!

Day 5 Guangzhou - Shenzhen

hmmm let me see... the story starts with breakfast lol as usual. damn... i'm so fat hahahaha! but who cares at this moment. i was hungry XP

so anyway, the first thing we did after breakfast was going to see the statue of the five rams of guangzhou. it is the symbol of the city and hence the nickname rams city =D

there's nothing much to see at the place we just have to go up some stairs to get to the ram statue. the place where the statue is at is actually a park where people play badminton, do their taichi and jog. just like the one we have in bukit padang, KK hahaha but i think the tun fuad park is better coz... its bigger i guess hahahha (<<

and so... after that we head to our next destination, the jade shop hehehehe not really a fan of jades... haha but well since its in the tour itinerary so yeah go along with it. so when we arrived there we were greeted with some of the workers, we don't have a translator there, they can't communicate in english... mmm i think halfway through the explanation the boss and his translator came in and everything make sense again~ hahahaha the translator knows how to speak in malay so uuh yeah lol~ and then the shopping starts.... again... ^^"

after jade shopping we now head to a place where they sell chinese meds, and what do you know? they have their own consultant. according to our tour guide victor, these chinese doctors can tell anything that's causing you discomfort just by the touch of their hands! O.O! ahem... well i for one had a hard time believing that... hahahaha i believe in science! i believe in real doctors~~ hahaha

mmmm well my mom bought some medicine... i'm afraid it was my fault also hehe ^^" coz this chinese doctor said that if my mom's not treated she'll have to go under the knife and i think my mind went to the cliff and jump when i asked her to just buy it for her health... Orz.... sigh after buying the medicine we head to our next destination and that is the silk shop

..... look at all those little wormies!!! ...uhh yeah we arrived at the shop and the first thing that they let us see was the little worms that makes silk! lol~ i think its cute... hahahaha~ and then we get to see how they make comforters hahaha and we get to touch the silky smooth blanket and bedsheet~ mmmm.... so soft~ hahahaha

mmm after that i think we went to have lunch... then vroooooommm~~~ back to shenzhen!

arrived at shenzhen, went to the shopping street. my mom and i didn't buy anything... hahaha planned to buy an imitation iphone but oh well lol i decided not to.... ugh i should have =.=

so anyway... after the little excursion at the shopping street, we went to have dinner and then back to the hotel~

alright~ done with day 5~~ hoorah!

ciao ciao for now O.O

First time!

you know this is the first time i've ever posted 25 posts in the whole year! as you can see i rarely update my blog hahaha i guess there's a lot of going ons this year and i know not a lot of people read my blog and really... i don't really care hahaha!

i really like writing... and i guess this is one way i like to show how i write... my style but... haiz punyala buruk my grammar hahaha! the more i write the more buruk my writing and now i'm inserting malay in my sentence. i'm getting worst hahaha!

oh well... its better to write than don't write at all... at least... i'm improving? hahaha oh this is another way for me to express myself and from my previous posts (and i mean the years before) i sound like an emo... Orz therefore this year i decided to be more optimistic hahaha no more emo stuff seriously. uuhh well unless there's something that i need to be an emo about... but so far not yet~ weee i'm so optimistic this year whooo!!

of course not forgetting that i have issues with my weight (yes i know AGAIN!) but i'm starting my training again... and i can lose around 5 KG for around 2/3 weeks and maintain it for the rest of the year lol

TARGET 53 KG!

on another note:
movies i wanna watch in 3D bebeh!

1. Harry Potter! Not to miss because its the last Harry Potter movie people! A must watch! IT'll be divided into 2 parts. The coming one is part one and will be premiering on November 2010 and Part 2 will be premiering around July next year, 2011.

2. Resident Evil: Afterlife! MUST WATCH IN 3D!

3. NARNIA!!!! Whoooo!! The dawn treader! can't wait~~

so far that's all the movies i wanna watch... this year? hahaha

Day 4 China FINALLY

you know? i have to write this in a CC...ugh my connection is getting suckier....and suckier.... Orz i think i should change the broadband provider...ugh =A=

but anyway i'll continue the story before i forgot any details lol and i wanna write this quick too lol i don't want to be looking over my shoulder to see if anyone is looking at me while i write lol~

Day 4 - Zhuhai - GuangZhou

lets see we start the day with breakfast as usual... and without me realizing it... i'm getting fatter. i can feel the fats! RAWR! anyway i better continue writing before i start babbling about my weight issues.... again. ugh okay so we went for breakfast and then catch a ride... no lar kidding lol a bus is provided for us to travel to guangzhou. i think it takes about 2 hours from zhuhai to guangzhou. see i told you putting off the story too long makes me forget the details! Orz

but i do remember, we did a few stops on the way haha and the amazing thing is the driver don't even know where we're going if not for a small device called the GPS i'm sure we'll all be lost somewhere in china by now~ lol its kinda cool hahhaa but enough about me and my fetish for gadgets.

we did a few stops the first was to a tea house and you guessed it! they sell teas! and my mom is absolutely obsessed with chinese teas lol and i only know two kinds of tea, okay maybe three kinds and that is the green tea, chinese tea (not defined. sold commercially in restaurants and cafes in kk) and oolong/wulong? lol i have no preference over teas to me they all taste the same lol

but i guess i changed my opinion about teas when i tried the 4 kinds of teas at the tea house. the first one is the oolong tea (or the black dragon tea), the second is uhh... let me recall...oh yeah white tea and then ginseng tea (blech...) and lastly the lychee tea.

the oolong tea tastes really nice, it smells nice too lol first you pour the tea inside a small cylinder cup and then transfer it to a smaller flatter cup (the normal cup we usually see chinese people use for drinking tea on TV). you'll uhh... smell the aroma of the tea first before enjoying the tea. it is how the chinese people do it. and i admit the tea smells so nice~ mmmm~

and then the white tea... at first it tastes bitter and it doesn't really appeal to me but a few minutes later when you wash your mouth with warm water you can taste the remnants of the white tea's sweetness. mmm~ hahaha

and then the ginseng tea.... one word...blech.... only for those who likes bitter stuff...ugh... me? i'm a sweets person therefore...yuck.

lastly the lychee tea... to put it simple... the tea tasted like lychee lol~

okay once the shopping for tea is done we all head to our next destination~ and that is to a bee....house? lol

we went to a very educational tour (even though its hard to get information with a poorly translated...data) we learn how bees are harnessed to produce honey~ lol and we get to sample the products created from the honeybee's honey

the products that we are allowed to try was the royal jelly and ice honey tea lol both of them tastes good. the honey drink comes with a lot of flavours apparently lol

my mom bought a big...glass bottle of royal jelly... they say if you take half a spoon of this... and you'll maintain your youth? pft lol okay i don't make sense

oh yeah the program is a good thing too now we know how to differentiate real honey from the honey that they add sugar in... lol but that can only be done if you open the cap and pour a small amount of it on a flat plate and add water and uhh...slide the water back and forth. you can see if its real honey, the shape of the bees' nest will appear on the plate / tray if not...then its not the real one lol

another cool fact, if you use the steel spoon / metal spoon to scoop out honey from its bottle then the property inside the honey will be different i guess because the chemical from the spoon is interfering with the honey's... good properties? lol so from now on if you wanna take honey from your jar please use a plastic spoon~

another cool fact is uhm... if you put your jar of honey inside the fridge it'll turn to sugar instead of honey hahaha because i know we usually put them inside the fridge because kita suma takut dia bangas bah kan? hahahha!

alright after visiting the bees we are back on the road to guangzhou~ on the way we went through the humen (the tiger's gate/door? direct translation lol) bridge. the bridge is apparently the first bridge that crosses over the sea. i think it was funded by the millionaire from macau... or was it hong kong? but i'm pretty sure its from macau because my brain says the guy is related with casinos lol so yeah i made an assumptions lol

oh yeah the condition of the road from zhuhai to guangzhou is surprisingly good (better even from KK! =.=). so the ride was smooth and i was able to sleep soundly... and i hope i didn't drool all the way to guangzhou LOL!

uhm we arrived at guangzhou around 7pm and we went directly to a restaurant to have our dinner so after that we were sent to our hotel

so there you have it day 4 of my china trip~ sorry for the late update... my internet connection is seriously killing me!

i hope i can update soon... and i hope my connection will get better... because i have a bunch of stuff needed to be downloaded ugh....

ciao ciao for now!