Well...

I remember a saying I read long ago. Do not write when you are angry because it may not bode well to the recipient.

I was angry when I first heard but I'm calm enough now to write about it. That's for sure.

A month ago, my mom's friend, Uncle Josue, lost his daughter, Kay, in a car accident. It was a heartrending tragedy. I may not now her well but whenever I see her father now. I can see the pain and sadness that was hidden under his cheerful laugh. She was really precious to him and we all felt his lost.

Kay is beautiful. Kay is ambitious. Kay is kind. She is the epitome of a Huminodun. She will sorely be missed.

In the midst of a tragedy, a tweet appeared in the twitterverse just a day of Kay's death, saying that, if I were to die... Would anyone miss me? That was merely a context of what she was saying regarding the fact of Kay's untimely demise.

People were shocked at the tweet. How could she say such a thing and be so nonchalant about it?

Who is this person you ask? Her name is Bo tiza Arthur Disimon. The winner of the Unduk Ngadau pageant. I don't know what year, probably 2012.

And then after I read what she said, I was utterly disappointed. How could she think about herself at a time like this? Could she be that selfish? Did she ever think about the family's feelings?

Kay's older sister was crying and sobbing while wailing 'My sister is gone... my sister is gone...!' And to think that this girl was posting nonsense on the social media without a care in the world.

OMG! For goodness' sake girl! Can you not be an airhead?

And when you read all her correspondence and her reaction to people critiquing her. It makes me wanna do all these.

1. Facepalm
2. Head desk x infinity
3. Head wall x infinity

I know I'm a bit too late for this post but a point must be made.

Well, I'm done here. If I say anymore, I might get sued by the YBs and lawyers on her side.

Below are a couple of her correspondence in the social media.

Worldcup Fever

Yellow peeps!

Yeah I know its a very late post about the Worldcup lol
Its now down to the semi-finals and then later the finals. Time sure runs so fast!

But this whole month, I roam around the house in a zombie like stature. Gosh, I surely need a good rest after the cup. Ugh....

My friends say its only once in every 4 years. So the sacrifice is worth it. Lol

Which team are you guys rooting for?

I'm a HUGE fan of Germany. I hope Germany wins this year's worldcup!

I have 3 fav teams actually
1. Germany
2. Spain
3. England

But Spain and England got eliminated so early in the game. I was really disappointed. I hope for their best in the next worldcup.

Also, I support any asian team that makes it through the qualifiers. Like Japan and South Korea. They were eliminated in the group stage as well. It was really disheartening. Sob

I have a new team I admire after watching the matches in the world cup. Mexico and also Holland. They played a great game! I added them to my list of teams to watchout for. Hehe

I can't wait to watch tonight's match! Brazil vs Germany! Old rivals!

Haha sorry. Thanks for reading!

Ciao!

Taking another class

Hello thar peeps,

I'm doing well if anyone really reads this lol As of late, I'm taking a writing class online on Coursera (http://www.coursera.com) tee-hee~

I know I've been to a few writing classes before. But I just thought I need to improve more in this field as I feel that I am lacking something when I do write.

Oh by the way, coursera offers a lot of courses. Go check it out. Who knows, right? There are always new things to learn every day. =D

Hmm, I do always go to these writing classes but I barely publish anything here lol. I'm a little shy about publishing my writing online coz I feel that it's still not good enough. Maybe sometime soon, eh?

Alright that is all today~

Ciao~

Hello thar <3

Well I always left my posts in a sad note and then I disappear for a couple of months. Must be frustrating to read my crap lol

So anyways, updates. I am still working with WWF and everything is pretty well. Though I'm taking a couple of weeks off to prepare myself for the biggest and probably my most important interview in my life. No pressure really lol.

So I'm chilling at catching up with my reading and maybe write a few chapters of a novel I've been putting off since forever. Hmm, now that I mentioned this I've gotta remember to retrieve something from someone. All my data and research were all formatted from my old comp. Yahtzee. Should've copied a lot of that next time. Yeesh.

So, aside from me being the usual rambly chick. I am now an adventure junkie and for that I need to train my body to be fit once more. No more couch potato. No more eating those delish junk foods. Man, gotta stay healthy! Need to get myself ready for Mt. Kinabalu's climb via feratta and also the BIM 21km run.

Don't me wrong, I'm scared but gotta face that fear head on. I'm highly motivated nowadays because I know if anything or everything else fails, you can always believe in yourself.

Lol what am I now? A motivational speaker? Man, just got the chills, seriously no kidding. Anyway, that's all from me.

I'm currently at home. Resting up from studying. Watching Supernatural. Hahaha I know, I know but its my way of calming down the nerves and get everything together.

So anyone who reads this, wish me luck! Love ya guys!

Ciao

Hope and Prayers

On the 24th of March 2014 (Monday) at approximately 10pm, PM Najib tun Razak announced to the world that flight MH370 last known location, according to the data provided by UK's airplane crash experts, is at Southern Indian Ocean, which is 4 hours away from Perth, Australia. It is believed that no one on-board the flight survived the disaster as the area is too remote and too far from any landing strips. The PM gave his heartfelt condolences to the family and friends of those on-board flight MH370, and he also urged the media to give them privacy and space in this trying times.

Although announced as crashed, flight MH370's debris has not yet surfaced. A confirmation of the previous debris found near the area has not been made. Speculations and new theories resurfaced from the new information. Lots of questions began to rise:

How did this happen?

What happened to the flight?

How did it end up so far away from home?

Why did the transponder and ACARS on the aircraft deliberately turned off?

Why did it make an air turn back?

Who is truly responsible for this tragedy?

All these questions remains unanswered. The recovery of the aircraft's 'black box' would then answer all of the questions swirling in everyone's mind right now.

Although the announcement was already made, the SAR operations will still continue rather than just purely doing a recovery mission. Hope still lingers in the heart of some people who believed that there are survivors from the tragedy.

My prayers go to the departed souls of the crew and passengers on-board flight MH370. May God bless their eternal soul. Also a heartfelt condolences to the family members and close friends of those on-board the flight. Stay strong and our prayers are with you as well.

"Death leaves a heartache no one can heal but love leaves memories no one can steal."

- Anonymous

Goodbye and may you #RIPMH370

Also a very big thank you to the people who worked so hard to help find the missing flight. The people who were involved in the investigations as well as those who are out there looking for the aircraft. Your time and effort is greatly appreciated.

Facts and information written here were taken from the excerpts of PM Najib tun Razak's announcement last night (24 March 2014, 10pm). Other related information were taken from various other sources on the internet and also newspapers. (Mostly from Yahoo! News, Bernama and Reuters)

Day 6: Someone who doesn't live in my country

Well on a lighter note, here's my almost neglected writing challenge. I decided to officially reboot this because I don't want to give up halfway on a challenge. So, from today on wards, today will officially be day 6 of the 30 days writing challenge! *clap clap*

Alright, someone who doesn't live in my country. Hmm, this is a toughie. That could be anyone. Lemme see, the person that I know that does not live in my country right now is... uhm Cobie Smulders! Orz I have no idea what to say here. Seriously though, she lives in Canada, which state you say? Why, Vancouver of course! I just love Cobie, I first knew her when I watched How I met your mother, I love her character, she is badass! I'm still watching HIMYM series till now, the latest season is season 9 the last installment of the series. *sad* 3 more episodes then no more Ted or Robin or Marshall & Lily or Barney. I'm gonna miss all of them and their misadventure. And how Ted's obsession in finding the right girl is a total psycho move but I still love him. And how Barney is the man-whore of the bunch in which the techniques he used although gross still makes me laugh. And how Marshall & Lily were always the inseparable couple. And how Robin is from Canada and has daddy issues.

.... I'm really gonna miss them T-T

I think I strayed from the main thing here lol. Well then, someone who doesn't live in my country (but I wish she could come here so I can meet her) is Cobie Smulders better known as Robin Scherbatsky the girl that has daddy issues in HIMYM. XD

Alright, thanks for reading anyways. Ciao~

A little hope

As of Saturday (15th March 2014), our Prime Minister Tan Sri Najib Tun Razak, announced that the B777-200ER aircraft, flight MH370 has made a deliberate turn around. The PM also said that the plane made its last contact to a satellite at 8:10am, just a little 30 minutes after MAS released the press release about the missing plane. The plane is believed to have taken either two corridors, the southern or the northern flight corridors.

Malaysia's investigation into the missing aircraft lasted a week before confirming the facts regarding the military radar that has picked up an unidentified aircraft, which is in fact MH370, in the early morning of 8th March. Our PM also mentioned that before the transponder on the aircraft was deliberately turned off by someone on the flight. We were told not to speculate on who did the deed to avoid giving false information to the public as well as not give false hope to the people involved.

This new development has placed the investigation on the missing aircraft into a new phase. An investigation is now open to investigate the characteristics and background of the passenger and crew on board the plane. Malaysian Authorities has now ceased the SAR operations in the South China Sea. They now moved the operations towards the Andaman seas and the Indian oceans with the help of several countries. The countries that offered help has increased from 14 to 25 in the hopes of finding the missing aircraft.

The PM stressed that the authorities can not confirm whether or not the aircraft was hijacked. The investigations on that matter are still on-going. The public and the media were urged not to make speculations regarding the investigation.

In these 7 days, everyone around the world prays for the safe return of MH370. Most of them have not given up hope. Lets continue to pray and hope that flight MH370 comes back home safely.

I know that my last 3 posts have been a little too serious and most of it concerns the missing aircraft. I promise I'll post something light in the coming post. Cheers.

Any information written here were based on the knowledge from the press conference conducted on the 15th March 2014, 2:18pm, by the PM, Tan Sri Najib Tun Razak. Don't sue me. Don't flame me. =)

The still missing MH370

Hello everyone,

The SAR efforts now enters day 5, there were still no sign of the missing aircraft. The family members of the passenger and crew are getting more and more anxious as the days went by. As each day passes, hope dampens.

There were several witnesses that claimed to have seen the aircraft cruising in a low altitude, flying across the mainland, heading towards the straits of Malacca. Everyone is hoping that the SAR teams will finally be able to find the plane in that area. Although clues regarding the aircraft were said to be in the straits of Malacca, the SAR team will still continue to scour the South China Sea for clues.

The Malaysian government is now under immense pressure as the World is watching its every move. One mistake will ruin their trust and confidence with our country. I hope our government is not withholding any crucial information from the family members. I hope they also inform the families in Beijing of the latest information as they too are anxiously waiting for answers.

Please continue to #PrayForMH370
I still pray for a miracle. I still hope that they would return safe. Please keep praying for their safety.

Special thanks to the countries that are helping in the search of the missing aircraft, flight MH370. Words of appreciation couldn't even convey how thankful we are of your sacrifice and effort to find MH370.

Live updates on the missing aircraft:  http://my.news.yahoo.com/mas-aircraft-goes-missing--says-airline-023820132.html

A video in youtube wishing the safe return of MH370. Truly heart wrenching... ='(

All information that was written here were taken from Yahoo! news and from various other newspaper articles.

Please #PrayForMH370

On Saturday (8th March 2014) at 12:41am, a MAS B777-200ER aircraft, flight MH370 departed from KLIA bound to Beijing, China. 40 minutes after it's initial take off, contact from the aircraft was completely lost. And at 2.40am, the plane's signal went missing from radars across the region.

The Malaysian Government and MAS released a statement confirming that the MAS B777-200ER aircraft, flight MH370 is missing. A search and rescue effort was immediately mobilized. It was presumed that the plane had crashed in the Vietnamese ocean.

Frantic family members of the passenger and crew rushed over to the airports (KLIA and Beijing International Airport) after they heard the news. The news of the missing flight MH370 shocked the nation. How could a modern and sophisticated aircraft with a series of awards for being the safest aircraft in the world could just disappear into thin air?

A series of speculations and fake information circulate the social media as the investigation goes on. The authorities are urging the public not to believe any other information unless it is from the official statement from the government.

The news comes to me as shocking, I would never had thought that a tragedy such as this befalls our country. It is a very grave and sad news. I couldn't stop myself from trying to find information on the case. Everyone is hoping for a happy ending. I too hope for a miracle.

Let our hopes and prayers reach the passenger and crew of the flight MH370, and also give strength to the affected family members. May God bless their souls. Amen.

Live updates on the missing aircraft is here: http://my.news.yahoo.com/mas-aircraft-goes-missing--says-airline-023820132.html

#PrayForMH370 spread the news and pray for MH370's safe return.

All information that was written here were taken from Yahoo! news and various other newspaper articles.

Day 5: 3 things I like about my personality

Finally, internet is here!

But then today's challenge is a little hard, let me see, what do I like about MY personality, huh? Well then the 3 things that I like about my personality is...

1. Well, I dunno how other people perceive my personality but I do feel that I am an open book. I am friendly. What I like  about this part of my personality is that I get to know a lot of people. No matter who it is. I could just chat like we were best friends in the whole wide world. I just love that I'm not that shy though I do feel that way sometimes when I'm a very stressful situation or somewhere unfamiliar.

2. I can adapt fast. I really like this part of me because somewhere in life, we eventually will be thrown into an unfamiliar setting. Things like this makes us feel uncomfortable and stressful. I do feel uncomfortable at first but give me time and I will adapt to the situation as fast as I could. I always think that things like this as a challenge. Life's a challenge so why not just take it head on, right? lol

3. I like how I don't give up easily. Sometimes I do feel demotivated and depressed, really who doesn't? But I just don't want to give up whether it was something technical like making mistakes in your workplace or just simply giving up your dream of becoming a writer. I make mistakes at work, I make mistakes at home, we are all bound to make mistakes but I never felt disheartened (maybe after 2 tubs of ice cream lol) by it even though I failed so many times. Never give up and believe in yourself is my motto in life.

.... I have no idea what I just written lol I don't even know if it fulfills the criteria of the challenge but whatever lol

so that's all folks! XD

Day 4: 25 things to do before my next birthday

Edited to check completed task. 26/04/2014
This was written on the 2nd of March 2014. No internet. Sad sad.
My birthday is on the 26th of April. That's very soon. That is in a months time. How am I supposed to do 25 things in a month? O.O

Fine.

1. Drink 4 liters of water for a month (done)
2. Reach 58kg before my birthday
3. Finally able to run 5k
4. Exercise everyday
5. Do the Hunger Games workout everyday till my birthday and after.
6. Eat less carbs
7. Buy a new phone (check - I finally bought my Galaxy note 3 =D)
8. Finally able to bake a cake
9. Try a new recipe (done)
10. Buy a 500gb hardisk
11. Finish my report (I'm done with this one)
12. Finish my analysis paper (done)
13. A marathon of LOTR + The Hobbits (done!)
14. Finish reading a book (done)
15. Finish reading Hunger Games, Catching Fire and Mockingjay (done done done!)
16. Finish The Last of Us! (Uh 60% done?)
17. Sketch to put in deviant (Done)
18. Write a short story (DONE! =D)
19. Write a chapter of a novel (Done)
20. Save money (Done)
21. Buy new clothes
22. Buy new shoes (Done =P)
23. Buy new purse (Done)
24. Buy new tumbler (DONE!)
25. Eat a fruit a day (Done)

I know full of nonsense right? That's all I could think of... since its only like a month and a half away. ^^''
That's all folks! Ciao~

Day 3: My day in detail

This was supposed to be posted on the 1st March 2014. No internet no post I sad.

Today in detail? Well then let me start off with I had fever and I could barely move the entire morning. My fever became worst as last night we arrived late from Tambunan. We were held up there for a while and went home at about 9pm. We arrived Penampang at around 12pm. Jr and I decided to send Kayon back home and we ended up chatting till 3am. We finally reached home at 330am.

Let me start from when I first woke up.

I woke up at 11am. I washed my face, brushed my teeth and took my bath. I then proceed to wake Jr up as he has work later at 12:30pm but no matter how hard I shake, struggled, kicked and pulled, he never moved an inch. So, I gave up and decided to just go back to sleep. It was after 2 hours of sleep that I woke up, well, I was forcefully woken up by none other than Jr who woke up an hour before I did. We then got ready to go out. While Jr was bringing his bag and my handbag to the car, I was dragging myself out of bed and zombie walk my way to the car. As soon as I finished crawling into the carseat, Jr closed the door for me and went to the driver's seat. He then climbs up the car, put on his seatbelt and starts the engine. He then checks my temperature by placing his palm on my forehead. I just grunted and made myself comfortable in my seat. Jr then backs up the car and drove us to Donggongon. Along the way, we were quiet because he knew I was sick and when I'm sick, I'm most likely not going to answer any of his questions or respond to any of his remarks. So he just stayed quiet and listen to his music while I had my eyes closed.

After a 15 minutes drive, we finally arrived at Megalong Shopping Mall. We parked on the 4th floor. We took the lift down to the 2nd floor and walked towards Taisen, where Jr works as a part timer, where David and Shoun were waiting. Today was Jr's last day as he resigned from manning the shop and Shoun was there to replace him. Jr taught Shoun the ropes and I lay my head on the cold table to cool my feverish head. Before Jr leaves the shop forever, he did a stock count with David to make sure everything is correct in the accounts and then Jr was given his last paycheck.

They then open the shop and a hoard of crazy kids burst into the shop and immediately took over the counter. Do their parents ever teach them how to queue? The noise and shuffling of shoes and slippers was making my head spin. After 3 hours of suffering in the cold aircon and the noisy atmosphere, Jr finally decided to take me home which I gladly welcomed. But before we go, we stopped by Rahmat to eat, well not me, Jr. After he has eaten, he went to the pharmacy to buy me medicine while I wait at Rahmat. After he came back, we immediately went back home to rest. I stayed at home and he went back to his. After he left, I stayed in bed the rest of the day. The end.

Day 2: Something I look forward to in the next 12 months

This was written on the 28th of February 2014. I had no internet to post this up. T-T

In 12 months huh? I have a lot to look forward to actually. Well first things first...

1. I'm seriously looking forward go to Japan! Am planning to buy tickets on April (in conjunction with Matta Fair) with my cousin, Tasia, her boyfriend, Jerry and Jr. Can't wait!!

2. Am really looking forward to Kelvin and Charlotte's Wedding where I'll be one of her bridesmaids. Need to lose weight for this! XD

3. I'm also looking forward to learn more on the environmental change in WWF-Malaysia. I'm learning a lot of things here and I am really glad I was taken in as one of them. Save our planet!

4. I am also looking forward to our family photoshoot this coming May. Need to lose WEIGHT!

Hmm, actually that is all what I could think of from the top of my head. ^^''

Thanks for reading! Ciao~

Day 1: Basic things about myself

Day 1 of the writing challenge...

Basic things about myself.....

Hello, I'm Pheona. My friends calls me Pheon or Fion, my gaming friends calls me Nifty and my family calls me Fifie. I don't really care whichever you wish to call me. I'm okay with whichever names~

I'm just your average girl. I love to TRAVEL, going for ADVENTURES, trying out NEW THINGS and CHALLENGING myself.

I like the colour BLUE, RED, WHITE and BLACK.

What am I like you ask?

• I love playing games, any types of games, consoles, handhelds, anything except strategy games because I'm an idiot when it comes to strategy. I can't save my arse for the life of me in strategy games lol I'm best at RPGs, MMORPGs, SIM and I'm worst at Strategy and FPS lol~

• I like watching movies. It's my favourite pastime. Whenever a new movie is out in the cinemas, I'd probably call up some friends for a movie outing. I've done a one day movie marathon once with my cousin. And boy... we came out from the cinemas looking like zombies lol

• Writing is not exactly my talent but I love to learn how to write a good story. To me writing is just a hobby and I wish to improve this hobby and finally finish writing a collaboration work with my cousin. I like collaboration work, I feel that having two authors write a story will truly produce an epic story. Don't you think so? lol Gotta read more!

• I like drawing too but I'm not really good at it. My style of drawing is that of animes and mangas. I wanna be good at it so I'm trying my very best to improve myself.

• I like cosplaying as well. Cosplay is an act of a person who wears a costume similar to a video game, anime or manga character. Cosplay is derived from costume play. It's famous in Japan and now fans of Japanese culture, hobbies and craft in Sabah are embracing this phenomenon. lol~! Macam wiki pula.

• I have a lot of things to accomplish in my life and I'm taking things slowly, step by step and hopefully some day I will be able to reach the pinnacle of my life. Haha~ I know, lame XP

I know I'm cheating =P but well this is only the first day right?

alright ciao peeps!

The 30 Day Writing Challenge

Hi peeps~

I'm on a roll here! I know lately I haven't been able to post much in my blog. Sooooooo to actually find a solution for this 'issue'... I've decided to take up the 30 days writing challenge! WHOOP!

Also, this is a way for me to improve my writing... and release some fermented output in mah brain. =.=''

This time I must at least finish a 30 day challenge! RAWR!

This was taken from Pintarest

Here's the website: http://www.pinterest.com/madison_23/30-day-challenges/

Check it out~ XD

Gonna start this right away... in the next post XD

Persona 3: The Movie

Hi again peeps!

I'm updating a bit regularly now. Don't want the blog to be dead or something... (not that anyone cares really =P)

So today, Imma talk about Persona 3. As you guys (who actually read my crap but I'm seriously thankful) know, I am a big, BIG fan of Persona 3. I love the story AND the game play. If you guys haven't tried it yet, seriously go on and try it. Its gonna rock your world =P

Persona 3 is available for the PS2 and PSP. In the PSP version, you get to play as a female protagonist. Rejoice! XD Though I wish there's female version for Narukami Yu (the protagonist for Persona 4. Check out the game too!).

Anyway, enough details on the game. You guys can always check it out somewhere in google lol

So, since I am a fan. I've watched the anime version of Persona 4. It was really great and I really love how they connect to the game flawlessly, well almost flawless. XD And I skeptical at first as how the Persona 4 anime will turn out. As the previous Persona anime was a bit of a disappointment.

And that was.....

Persona 3: Trinity Soul

I was really anticipating a really great continuation from the game but what I got was a disappointment. Well, it was okay, I guess. But it totally went offside. I don't even know what's going on in that world and I don't even wanna know about it lol

And then Persona 4: The Animation came out. I was afraid that it was gonna suck really bad as the previous one but I still wanted to check it out. And turns out it was a good anime though I do feel that its missing something...hmm... but still it is better than Trinity Soul. I'm glad that the anime has done the game some justice. I, however, am still hoping for a good anime series for Persona 3.

and voila.....!

The movie Spring of Birth was announced.... and I am actually really excited!

Here's the trailer....
Persona 3: The Movie (Spring of Birth)

Just looking at my old buddy from Persona 3 makes me reminisce the days of me and my cousin playing Persona 3... side by side... and laze around all day without anything to do except eat, drink and play persona lol

Anyway, I think the movie is out already. Japan has already released the first chapter last year on November. I know, I know, I'm kinda slow lol I really want to watch this! *screams internally*

Chapter one of the 3 part movie is already out! Go get'em!

And Chapter 2 will be out in Japan. Summer time I believe. Can't wait! I seriously need to catch up with some of my animes. =.=''

Sorry for the lengthy post.

Thanks for reading! Ciao~

To Change or NOT to change

Hello again peeps,

As the post title above says... I feel the need to change my blog template again. I feel that it's a bit crowded and... blergh. Okay, I know, I'm writing nonsensical crap again. I apologize but I'm never gonna stop doing this. lol

I'm doing this post not because of boredom, seriously, I'm not.













......

Sorry, I lied. I'm bored. I just wasted your time didn't I? =P

Anyway, I am gonna change the layout. As soon as I figure out which ones I really like.

Ciao PEEPS!

Anti-Poaching Campaign

Hello again peeps,

On the 2nd of March 2014, an 'Anti-Poaching' Campaign is being held at Gaya Street, Sabah by WWF-Malaysia.

Come one and all, lets spread the love for our wildlife from today onwards and forever. If you're a sworn animal lover come and join us. What would you do if your favourite pets are in the verge of extinction? Wouldn't you want to protect them?

Adopt these beautiful creatures. Protect them as you want to protect your pets. Keep them in your heart and in your prayers.

Please help us spread awareness on illegal hunting in Sabah.

Together, step by step, we walk towards a future where these creatures live freely in the forest.

Thanks for taking time to read this message. Spread love not hate. =D

Ciao~

The final page?

Hi peeps,

I know, I know, I'm posting up another post in a span of a few minutes. But I doubt any of you mind anyway, right, non-existent readers out there? [cries internally]

But if any of you happens to stumble upon my humble blog... then I must say... thank you for reading my crap. And read long enough to actually finish reading this sentence. =D

But that is not what I'm gonna talk about here.

As you all know from my previous posts (and if you don't, I'm gonna explain anyway coz I'm nice like that =P)

I have people that I severely dislike over the years. Who doesn't right? Just like in the How I met Your Mother episode of "The Final Page" where the cast explains that everyone has a 'pit guy'.

A pit guy is someone that one has been obsessed with (in my case, severely disliked... I'm not obsessed okay?) with for so long that they would throw them in a pit/well/whatever is deep enough, literally of course. Unless... *que silent of the lambs song*

So yeah, I have a 'pit guy'. I have someone in my pit of darkness (THAT sounds really weird. to me at least) For years I could not get over how I dislike this person and truth is it's driving me hella crazy. Yes, I know it's not healthy.

So here is the reason why I am writing this here.

As another year gone by, I have grown older and maybe a little more wiser. And this year, here and now, I vow to forgive everything, my 'pit guys' (yes, more than one. Two actually) have ever done to me. Whatever they had said, whatever they did to me is now forgiven. I now vow not to ever care, so much as look, at whatever you are doing in life. I have no right to judge you or to criticize you so I am sorry for whatever I did to you as well. I know I can't meet any of you in person and I don't know whether or not you're gonna read this but still, things that were left unspoken has been spoken, here. We have no more qualms with each other now. Let's move on and get on with our lives.

And that is all.

Though I do have one last thought before I end this, I will never forget the things I learn from meeting both of you. You opened my eyes, to see the world, and also I, acquired an exceptional skill and that is to detect jerks like you from afar. So thank you.... THANK YOU SO MUCH! I really mean it.

and good night.

Seriously? Kangkung?

Kangkung here, Kangkung there
Kangkung there, Kangkung here, everywhere Kangkung
Old Pak Najib had a farm,
E I E I O

I know what the PM said is uncalled for... I know, right? Kangkung price has gone down. We should celebrate! Maybe make a holiday out of it, Happy Kangkung day guys! Don't forget your belacan, Kangkung day is never good without it.

....but seriously, guys... when is the Kangkung joke gonna end? I know I just made a joke (it's lame but whatever, right?) up there but I swear it's gonna be my first and my last. Anyway, I hear kangkung jokes WAY too often now, not only in the office but within my group of friends. Ugh... I'm blaming you Najib for making a horrible joke. Maybe you should be a comedian instead, that'll be more productive... maybe

*rolls eyes*

Anyway, didn't mean to offend anybody but it's getting on my nerves this kangkung thing. It's becoming a trend now. We might actually have a kangkung fashion soon. God forbid.

I think I better end this here before I rant more than I should

lol

ciao peeps!

p/s:

A tribute to our hero, Mr. Kangkung

And his sidekick, Mr. Belacan

Okay I promise this is my last lame joke.

=P

Happy New Year!

Hi peeps,

Its another new year! ....and I'm getting older. [screams internally]

cough

Anyway, happy new years! May God bless you all this year as well

Its already 3 days into the new year and I sit here wondering, what have I achieved in the year 2013?

Well, I sat for a few minutes thinking...

"Well shit, I don't think I've achieved anything last year. Ah well, its the new years now. Lets just make another new year resolution to follow like last year, right?"

And so, here is my New Year's Resolution!

1. To live my life to the fullest.
Life is short, why worry so much about the lingering death? Why can't we just enjoy life like every day is our last?

2. To be a happy and healthier me.
I have gained weight. I can't blame anyone else but me for putting myself through that. So I have made a vow to lose all those extra weight within these three months (by March).

3. Write more.
Writing is my passion. I know I'm not that good but I love writing but I love procrastination so much that I don't really write anymore. I feel that it is a waste. So, a vow to write more! FINGERS CROSSED

4. Read more.
I don't read as much as I did when I was in high school. I love to read then, why don't I love reading now? A must this year. At least 15 books!

5. Procrastinate less.
Less procrastination, more things are done. As simple as that. (Though I highly doubt this is possible but I will try my very best not to procrastinate. This is going to be one hell of a year)

Well that is it!
My top 5 must do list this year!

That's all =P

Whatever your New Year's Resolution be, lets buck up and do this together. =D

Ciao peeps!