Kaamatan Month

This year I decided not to join any Unduk Ngadau competition. I know it might be profitable as you errr receive money from… joining the competition. BUT anyway……. not wanting to sound like a desperate chick for money. The reasons I didn’t join this years Harvest Festival pageant are

1. I’m fat. plain and simple LOL!
2. Things that needed to be done. like my report and stuff. Practical wasn’t over yet.
3. I’m too old for these pageants.. i know the age limit is 25 but be my guest if you wanna compete with 16 year olds or 17 year olds lol
4. the last thing is… i seriously can’t handle large crowds LOL!

I know, I know these are lame excuses but hey, there are bigger things in life right? but my mom said I should join next year just for laughs. =.= ahh well guess I will. if i have the time. I have no idea what’s going to happen next year. I’m graduating this year and hopefully next year i’m gonna start working already.
Hope everything just fall into pieces… sigh… the future is unpredictable but i’m sure as hell going to make sure i’m prepared for it all. lol
alright, i know this post consists of rants and useless info lol but well a girl’s gotta do what a girl's gotta do.right? =P

Oh yeah another thing before I stop typing and get ready to get out of the house….

Dear Steffiana,
Good luck in your Unduk Ngadau competition today!! And also congratulations for making it into the finals! Muaxxx!!
ciaoing~!

p/s: my first time spent kaamatan at KDCA yesterday, I drank and partied with friends. and because of my stupid inability to refuse their offer, I end up with a hangover this morning. =.=

Journal Entry Week 1 and 2

hi peeps~ so sorry about the delay. Been busy lately with my last week of practical and I spent another week to finish my report. Exhausting truly. I didn't even have time to even post here lol but today here I am. Updating my latest weight loss~ =D

From today onwards, I will post weekly instead of daily. lol that way the result will be more... uuh conclusive? lol =P

Journal Entry: Week One

Workout done: Lunges, Jumping Jacks, Pumping and Sit-ups (30 minutes) - morning
                        Jogging (1 hour) - Evening

Current weight: 65kg
Lost: 1kg
Goal: 52kg
Left: 12kg

Diet: 2 litres of water everyday.
        Cut the consumption of rice to half.




Journal Entry: Week Two

Workout done: Lunges, Jumping Jacks, Pumping and Sit-ups (30 minutes) - morning
                        Jogging (1 hour) - Evening

Current weight: 64kg
Lost: 1kg
Goal: 52kg
Left: 11kg

Diet: 2 litres of water everyday.
        Cut the consumption of rice to half.
        Ate 5 times a day (small portions). Healthy snacks (apples and guava)

Things to get: Pedometer.


That's all from me =D

hopefully i can get all those unnecessary far off soon~! ciao ciao~

Playing with sound effects

Hello peeps~ Just thought I'd share this =D

1. Leave this window open and open a new tab.
2. Google rainy mood in the new tab. Click the first link.
3. Wait for it to load
4. and play the song below~!

Well enjoy the nice music and sound effect =D
I guess the sound effect only sounds nice if the music is soft... =P

ciao ciao!

Journal Entry #5

Journal Entry: Week One

Day Five: 7th of May 2012 (Monday)

Playlist: What makes you beautiful (cover by Boyce Avenue)
             On the Floor (by J.Lo)
             Fireworks (cover by Boyce Avenue)
             Price Tag (by Jessie J)
             Starships (by Nicky Minaj)
             Super Bass (by Nicky Minaj)
             Supermassive Blackhole (by The Muse)

Location: Home

Workout done: Lunges, Jumping Jacks, Pumping and Sit-ups (30 minutes)

Current weight: 65kg
Lost: 0kg (No weigh-in yet)

Diet: Breakfast (none)
        Lunch (Reduced Rice, Eggplant and a piece of Chicken. Water 500ml.)
        Dinner (Fried Mee Hoon and a glass of Chinese Tea)
        
Postmortem:

Still the same I guess =P eat less exercise more!

Journal Entry #4

Journal Entry: Week One

Day Four: 5th of May 2012 (Sunday)

Playlist: None

Location: SMK DPM
               My Neighbourhood

Workout done: Lunges and Sit-ups (15 minutes)
                        Jogging (30 Minutes)

Current weight: 65kg
Lost: 0kg (No weigh-in yet)

Diet: Breakfast (none)
        Lunch (Claypot Yee Mee and a glass of Chinese Tea)
        Dinner (Singapore Curry Mee Hoon and a glass of Iced Lemon Tea)
        
Postmortem:

Did not eat rice today but I still need to drink more water.

After indulging, must go work out. T-T

Journal Entry #3

Journal Entry: Week One

Day Three: 5th of May 2012 (Saturday)

Playlist: None

Location: SMK DPM

Workout done: Lunges and Sit-ups (15 minutes)

Current weight: 65kg
Lost: 0kg (No weigh-in yet)

Diet: Breakfast (none)
        Lunch (Fried Rice and two fried eggs and OJ)
        Dinner (Ronnie's Fish and Chips and 100 plus)
        
Postmortem:

Still need to cut down rice intake.

Must exercise for more than an hour.

Journal Entry #2

I was away for camping. I had no internet access so... please forgive me for the late post =P

Journal Entry: Week One

Day Two: 4th of May 2012 (Friday)

Playlist: None

Location: SMK DPM

Workout done: Lunges and Sit-ups (15 minutes)

Current weight: 65kg
Lost: 0kg (No weigh-in yet)

Diet: Breakfast (none)
        Lunch (Rice, Green bean and chicken and 500ml. water)
        Dinner (Rice with Japanese Curry and hot green tea)
        
Postmortem:

Cut down on the rice to a quarter. Still can't live without rice T-T
Need to drink more water and green tea for metabolisme.

Weight Loss Journal

I am thinking of starting a weight loss journal. I feel like I want to keep track of my weight loss and my diet. Reason? I seriously suck at being disciplined =P

So yeah here's what I am going to report today...

Journal Entry: Week One

Day One: 3rd of May 2012 (Thursday)

Playlist: None

Location: Stadium Penampang.

Workout done: Jogging and Hiking. (05:40pm to 06:50pm)

Current weight: 65kg
Lost: 0kg

Diet: Nasi Campur (Rice, Chicken and Green Bean), 100 Plus -Afternoon-
        California Roll (Salmon, Unagi and Tuna), Spring Roll, Hot Green Tea -Dinner-

Postmortem:
Need to cut down on the rice and drink more water.
Tomorrow's diet will be fruits and veges.
Will need to jog in the morning before going to work and after work for optimum weight loss.

Ahhh almost over

Yosh! Practical is almost over, one more week to go! Awesssssoommee!!! I can't wait to get out of this school. On a serious note, I want to thank my mentor, Madam Irene Lung for her knowledge and advice that came just the right time. I am grateful being under your tutelage and the experienced gained was very useful and knowledgeable. *bow* Thank you so much. You are an inspiration to me and I am happy to work under the greatest English teacher in SMK DPM =D

Anyways...........

ONE MORE WEEK!!!! I am seriously counting the days =P

So moving on,

Tomorrow the school is organizing a camp for students who has disciplinary problems. Those who don't listen to teachers, act like they own the school, delusional, perverts etc. I have no idea what's going on in these kids' heads. Hmm, well the Counseling teachers might be able to help them lol I have no idea how to help people like these. I am there just to uhh keep watch of these naughty, naughty kids =P The facies needed more teachers to pitch-in in the program so me and Malvin volunteered lol I think I'm starting to regret a little in joining lol These are the rowdy bunch after all. How am I going to deal with these kids? ^^'' Crap.

Now I have to pack for the weekend camp. I sacrificed my weekend for this and I so hope I don't regret doing it lol

On a funnier note,

Thanks Manya for sharing these.... awesome vids LOL

I seriously had fun watching it. Made my day =P

Alright peeps!! That is all from moi.

Ciao ciao!!

Birthday Bash!

I know this is a late post =P but I still wanted to share lol so bear with me? hahhaha

On the 26th April,
My actual birthday. Nothing interesting happened actually LOL I was at school, working, the usual. Because it was a Thursday. Boo-hoo. Having a weekday birthday sux. But the workload was light. There wasn't enough teachers in the school that day. So we gathered all the form 1 and 2 students in the hall to watch movies. =P Form 1 students watched Despicable Me for the first half of the afternoon and Form 2 students watched Hantu Botol Kicap =.='' don't ask... for next half until it was time to go home lol. Wasn't much at least I did no heavy lifting =P

On the 27th April,
A Friday! That day was the premier of 'Marvel's The Avengers' and we've booked tix to the movie at Suria Sabah! Planned it since last week. Thanks again Jon for helping me buy the tix. And of course thanks to the participants also. I know you guys can't resist free movie tix =P I kid I kid.

Here are some photos =P

Mmm laksa, Jr. ordered this for himself lol @Fullhouse Lifestyle Store and Cafe

Teriyaki Chicken Burger, I ordered this =D @Fullhouse Lifestyle Store and Cafe

The atmosphere in this shop is awesome. Jr. said the landscape feels like an english garden =DD

Me and Jr. yeeeeeee =DD

The view from GSC 7th floor lol

Longest Movie Tix evah! XD Sakuya as the model lol by the way, those are the Avengers movie tix =P

This is a bag full of candies lol Yus and the GF won it at the arcade near GSC and gave it to me as a BDAY gift! =DD

Jr.'s Bday gift to me... >///< kumaaa!!

Charlotte and Kel's cutesy gift >////< thanks guys!!

A teacher at school's gift to me... inside is Durian cheesecake~ yuuummmmm

Ah well, that's all for my birthday. Just a simple outing but meaningful of course. =DDD Spending time with people you love is the most precious gift of all, in my opinion =D

Until next year's bash! ciao ciao!!

p/s: planning to host a party next year coz I am 25 after all LOL! =P

The Avengers

First of all I just wanna mention here that... WE WENT TO THE PREMIER OF THE AVENGERS!! =P
we had the longest ticket ever and we conquered one whole row in the cinema. Boo-yah!

Thanks for coming to my birthday outing on Friday, April 27th on the premier of the greatest movie ever.
Kelvin
Charlotte
Emmanuel
Kenny
Melody
Edgar
Sakuya
Jon
Hubby
and last but not least, the ever cool Isaac lol

Okay that aside

The movie was AWESOME! And here I first doubted it lol I was kinda worried if there were too many heroes in one movie it might ruin it but NO! fortunately. Everyone has equal amount of screen time and when they are all together... it was... the most... exhilarating feeling ever! or maybe I'm just biased because I'm a fan lol

Seriously, to those out there who have not watched it? Please, please... PLEASE do so! Even more if you're a fan of the avengers. OR Ironman for that matter lol. Well if you're not a movie buff well can't say I blame you =P

Screen time? Great.
Storyline? Awesome!
Characters? AaaaaaweSOME!

XD

Here's the trailer!

Thanks for reading my crap lol

ciao ciao!

Ah, Streamyx woes

OMG!! 3 weeks of no net at home. I feel like I was sucked into the chasm of darkness and... never mind. I'm doing peachy.

Things I did 3 weeks without net:-

1. Works are done faster than usual
2. I have more time nao.
3. And I was able to finish lotsa games I hold off
4. Series that I wanted to watch also done watching.
5. I have more time to iron my clothes!
6. Spend more time with loved ones.
7. Able to do house chores without complaining.
8. Finally able to finish unfinished stuff lying around.

Man I feel fulfilled more than ever! =DD

But... STREAMYX!!! Y U NO CONNECT??!!

Have to call the technician again. ugh... and I have work tomorrow... uuuuughhh

I know I'm ranting random stuff but stay tuned~ lol

ciao ciao!

You're beautiful

I've read this story a lot of times, I've read it in different versions but it still pulled my heartstrings. I'll admit that reading this makes me cry EVERY single time... T-T I just simply love the story.

Listen to this... and read...

What Makes You Beautiful 

by One Direction (Cover by Boyce Avenue)

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last-minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The sales girl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed – dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up

gets me every time. *sob*

just wanted to share a beautiful song and wonderful story, =')

ciao ciao!

Picking up

I've decided  to pick up my piano lessons again this year and hopefully I still have some money to spare. I regret having to stop all of the sudden 2 years ago and so I've decided not to let go of this dream I have and that is to be a pianist. I shouldn't have forgotten that in the first place, the dream and the love for pianos. Playing not because of some stupid pride or insatiable ego. I was stupid, yes, but no longer, I have learnt my lesson. =)

I've decided to train my fingers again against the black and white keys of my lovely keyboard, I hope to be the best, not because its of a competition that does not even exist, but because I wanna prove myself that I can really do it. Tee-hee~

Well, that's not the only thing that I'll be picking up. I wanna start losing weight again! I need to win the biggest loser!! Must.get.itouch!! I will not let it fall in a kids' hands!! RAWR!!!!

.... lol I kid I kid,

Well was thinking of starting a journal about weight loss. =D wish me luck peeps!

ciao ciao~

Oh April, April

Oh April, April

Oh April, April
You had come so soon
So soon yet so late,
But I could still sing a tune
The end of May is what I await.

Oh April, April
Hardships that may come
Conquer that I must,
Each day that passes I feel so dumb
That made me feel full of disgust.

Oh April, April
I'm your baby, April
Should I celebrate my birthday on the twenty sixth?
I hope I will stay stable
Even if I am presented with tricks.

Oh April, April
Time passes so fast
it is already time to return to my home,
Today is already the past
And so is this poem.

by Pheona L.


.... I totally suck LOL!

Just wanted to post about the beginning of April. =P

Ah well enjoy reading coz I'm outta here. Ciao ciao!!

p/s: I wanna play games ALL DAY LONG, BABY!

We're still young!

The end of March is now and I have only a few more weeks to go for my practicum~ Can't tell you guys how happy I am~ ngehehehh~

Live has been not easy especially during working hours, it wasn't easy because the awkwardness and animosity going on around the office. But of course, I still try to be civilized although patience is running seriously thin. I am a bit high strung lately too. Stress and disappointment was unavoidable. Tired and mounting work was unbearable. But I know I must persevere for the sake of my future. I take into heart what Mr. Teo and Miss Jo-Ann had advised me to do. I must try harder and think more creatively of what I am going to do for my students. All these while I was not able to really connect with the kids because I felt like the class isn't mine. I was almost always observed by my mentor. I felt no freedom and no independence. But now I am determined to take over the class even if she's there watching me. YOSH!

Depressing issue aside.

My actual post is suppose to sound like this...

OMG!! We're still young!! Lets live our lives to the fullest! Yeeee haaaw!! Anastasia binti Leoh. Here's your song! ngeheheh =P

We'll be alright by Travie McCoy (Cover by Bruno Mars)

A week of hols gone!

Ughhh I can't believe I'm working today... LOL I have the Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday blues. Well I guess that's what you feel after a week of no work and relaxation lol. But of course it was no fun! A week of hols but no INTERNET? What the friggin' hell, STREAMYX?? Nnnngggrrr!!

Breathe in, Breathe out

Sigh anyway, while I'm typing away... I'm actually hiding out at the Councelor's Room at our school lol Well since we have nothing else to do while waiting for our classes... might as well help ourselves with the internet connection lol. PLUS I can't stand being in the staff room. I felt like I was under the microscope and had no free will to do anything that I wanted. Not even write a report or writing something in microsoft words. =3=

Honestly, I never really liked the school. I guess beggars can't be choosers but only losers. Meh. At least I don't have to work here anymore after my practical.

To tell you the truth, teaching isn't that hard. The documentation, hard work, old teachers pestering at your back etc are the ones that'll break you. I personally don't want to think much about it because I know for sure I'm easily influenced and I'll get all stressed up for nothing. Ngeh,

It has been a while since I've started writing this year. Hmm, so I'm going to start writing around this week. I have thought about the story and hopefully it'll turn out well. Come to think of it. I have to prepare my lesson plan. Maybe after that =P

January semester is almost overrrrrr!! 7 more weeks to go! Weeeee!!

Ah, just another short post

I am in school right now... I am in a meeting in the Cyber Room 2 of SMK Datuk Peter Mojuntin, Penampang. I hereby say I am bored. Well, you know me. My attention span is exactly 45 minutes. Believe me, I've counted lol.

Naaaah, just kidding. I'm actually in the English Panel meeting. I believe they are discussing about how to improve the quality of English in the school.

Madam Principal suggested we organize a 'Reading Camp' to improve English grammar and sentence. I believe that's an excellent idea but I also believe to improve English, students are to write and to speak out loud. Just that when it is not applied (speaking), there's no point really. They don't use the language effectively. But of course it'll improve their grammar.


OMG! I wrote this but I didn't post! LOL man stressed to the extreme

Observation day

I know I'm supposed to post this on the day of the observation itself but hey... I was tired and lazy lol~ *gets tomatoes thrown at her* eeeek ok. I'll try to keep updating as much as I can next time... T-T

Friday (2nd March 2012),

My lecturer/supervisor Mr. Teo came to observe both me and Malvin (Practicum Partner) because last week he couldn't due to the school's many surprise activities. =3= and they blamed us for that. Meh. It wasn't us who said there was no pnp (Pengajaran dan Pelajaran) during the first half of the afternoon session in the first place.

Aaaaaaaanyway, lets just forget about that. So he came and observe us. I was quite nervous at the time too. I wasn't quite prepared for the things that my mentor wants me to do. Because what she asked me was pair the students up and ask them to paraphrase stanza 1 to 4. Pick the best one and write on the board. And then hand them worksheets (fill in the blanks) for them to do. ALL that in 35 minutes. And I was like.... wha-? are you kidding me? These kids are... well they ARE bright but not all of them can answer straight away in say.... 10 minutes? They need at least 15 minutes. Well I tried my best to follow my mentor's orders. And luckily I managed to finish everything on time albeit the students have no idea what they are doing. LOL!

Damn, remind me to use my own methods and be confident with it. Meh. Overall it was okay. Mr. Teo said my voice is soft. I guess next time I need to shout and scream in class lol. And he said I could still improve my lesson plan. Alright, now that I know what my mistakes are. I guess I have a lot of work to do and of course for my student's best interest I will try my best to improve my methods.

That's the end of my observation. Hopefully it'll be okay next time. >.<

That's all for now. Ciao ciao!

Long since...

Long since the day I have written in this blog... Can't say I don't have time to write... It's just that I don't have the energy and inspiration to do it.

Orang cakap "Teda hati suda baa" itu kalu orang Sabah la.

But anyway, I'll still try my best to find time to write and tell you guys what's going on.

I am doing my practical now at SMK Datuk Peter Mojuntin, Penampang. The days goes by quite fast on the contrary of how people might've thought. The children were not bad well some of them. I know I'm suppose to be strict to them but sheesh I can't and the excuse I'm gonna give is pretty lame so I'm not gonna waste your time lol.

As the weeks goes by with bundles of activities and teaching class at once, I feel like my health point is gradually decreasing. I could rest and regain the lost energy but yeeeeesh stress build up is definitely hindering my full recovery.

Anyway, one of the teacher advised me not to think too much about the stress. Just let it go or lets all go to bukit padang she said. =3=''

Well other than that, everything's fine. This week is the revision week and next week is exam week. And the week after that is the SCHOOL HOLIDAY!! Yes, I am looking forward for the school holidays. Ahh, it's only Monday... I wish Friday would come as soon as possible lol

My timetable has changed again for the 3rd time this whole month Orz

I'm teaching Geography. If only you could see my face right now. The students are going to fail. Seriously. I mean it. >.>;;

After the school holidays, I am still going to teach Geography but for my English class instead of Form 1, I have to teach form 2. OMG! They're not going to ever listen to me. I pray to God for a LOT of patience.

Now that I think about it... I have to buy MORE reference book. =3='' magavii tusin ku.


Here's some photos to distract you from the boredom of reading this post lol

Sad Day...

Hello fellow bloggers and readers... today as I returned home from work I received a very shocking news...

A friend, Libat Pudun, passed away as he was undergoing his practical, like the rest of us Unirazak students, in Lawas. He had committed suicide for reasons unknown and his family is now grieving for their lost. Friends and lecturers alike are shocked at the news... No one really knows why he did it...

When I heard the news... I was shocked... I was lost for words... My mind went blank and I kept saying... why? why? why? like a broken record. A friend who was on the phone with me kept saying he don't know why Libat did it.

I couldn't cry... my heart was screaming... heart and mind not one at the time... I couldn't comprehend what my friend just told me. Till this minute I still couldn't believe that he already left us.

His last post in facebook was... "Goodbye world. Thanks for the memories,"

I wished I have seen this sooner... I wished that I could prevent this from happening... but alas... no one could've known... not even his family...

He was a great guy with a sense of humour. He was happy-go-lucky and friendly with everyone.

All I could think of saying now is

May God bless his eternal soul... May God bestow his family the strength to carry on... and may God bless us all.

Send him our prayers and God have mercy on him....

sigh...

I still read LOL

I've just finished 3 books today and ish very proud of self LOL

Just the other day, I was watching Howl's Moving Castle with Tasia and just then I discovered I really wanted to read the book and read its sequel too. >.<''

And Voila!
I found 3 books

Howl's Moving Castle

The original of the series that was made into an animated movie by the great Hayao Miyazaki >3<

I love his rendition very much <3 <3 but I'm glad I read the book as well. The story is fascinating and you've got the grasp of the whole story once you read it =D I love Howl and Sophie >3<

Castle in the Air


















The 2nd sequel of the castle series. Here Sophie isn't the main character instead she'll be assisting the main character Abdullah. After reading this, I felt like I was reading Arabian Nights for some reason hmm... probably because of the magical carpet XP

House of Many Ways


















Sophie appears in this book as well lol this time the book is about a girl name Charmain, whose whole life never learnt how to do house chores. All she had in her hands are her books. She aspires to be a librarian lol  One day, she was asked to aid in sorting out documents in the royal library, where she met Sophie and Twinkle~ =P


I know this post is nonsense and it's like 3a.m. now OAO I can't put down a book once I start reading it... = =''

Anyway, just wanted to share this and hope you guys consider reading it =D and to those who have... we can talk all about it when we meet each other, yeah? =P


Here's Howl's Moving Castle's Theme played by the AWESOME SUNGHA JUNG! <3

Enjoy~~

Ciao ciao!

Preparation

Hey hey~
Today I wanna talk about my super duper preparation for my practical… which is next week~!!

So far my progress is…..
5% – LOL!
I need a lot of stuff to do! I should get my arse moving then right?
….. WRONG! lemme play my games and enjoy first before my freedom is taken away from meeeeeeee *super dramatic pose*
anyway… here’s what I to-do list… =P
Yes,  I’m bored. Please ignore this post lol
1. Prepare 3 files.
2. Photostat lotsa lotsa “Logbook” paper
3. Baju kurung/kebaya + Wednesday’s baju batik. OAO
4. Hair clips + Hair bands
Hmm… what else… oh yeah
5. New handbags. Professional hand bags? lol
6. Shoes bebehhhh shoooeessss!
7. Manilla cards. Marker pens. Teaching aids.
8. Mentally and Spiritually ready.

…. I guess that’s all. I don’t have ANY baju kurung at all. How sucky is that? lol I don’t like baju kurungs… it makes me look short = =’’

Gosh… I guess I have to collect as much HONG PAO as much as I can during CNY. I need money… ughhhh = =’’
I know this is just a random post. Sorry for wasting you peepz time. =P
Ciao ciao!

p/s:
I’m playing games until I drop right now. Need to finish these games in a week;-
Pokemon Black (=P it’s fun to be a little kid again LOL)
DMC4
Bayonetta
HEAVY RAIN (= =’’ i’ll never finish that game)
Catherine
Harvest Moon: Tales of Two Towns
SKYRIM! (I need a powerful desktop = =’’)
Warhammer: Soulstorm (Neverending battle… Orz)

OMG! It's LOOMING!

Hey-lo peeps~! Long time no see, long time no write, long time no blah. In short, it has been a while.

I'm in my holiday mood right now lol I wanna relax as much as I can before I start my practical.... which is soon. Orz

I'm actually partially nervous and excited. I dunno why I'm excited and on the other hand, I'm pulling my hair, thinking of what am I gonna teach these kids. Orz I'm doomed.......

But I don't wanna think about that right now. Lets enjoy before facing the looming catastrophe lol

Anyway...

Happy Chinese New Year 2012!

It's the year of the DRAGON!

GONG XI FAT CHOI!!

To everyone who celebrates the CNY, lets get as many HONG PAO as possible and spend it to our heart's desire. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHHH~~~~~

alright, that is all from me~

Ciao ciao!!

xoxoxo

Tokimeki-centric

A vid to start off my post lol~ That's Tokimeki Memorial Girl's Side: 3rd Story Opening Vid.

Got addicted to playing the recently... well I had it for a long time in my DS but I haven't got the time to play it yet lol

and now that I have the time, it was really exciting lol Never mind that I have a paper the next day, I can't stop playing.. =.='' haiz teruknya.

This is Sakurai Ruka, the main chara of this game. And he's Tasia's Prince <3 lol~

 Fujiyama Arashi, the Judo geek =P

Sakurai Kouichi, Ruka's elder brother, he likes oldies rock n roll and bikes.

These are our fav charas =D Both of us spend the whole day at home playing tokimeki... lol I wanna get my hands on the OST and the artbook >.< I hope I can find it soon! Hunting mode ON!

Here are the other charas

Konno Tamao, Student Council Pres and your senpai

Shitara Seiji, the genius

Niina Junpei, the fashion-loving? kouhai lol

TMGS3 so far ahs no character that I absolutely won't date lol All of them looks good and have no deficient looking features lol! Nah, just kidding. This time round the characters are more fun to date with and most of the time I feel like each of their storyline was funny and meaningful, Ruka and Kouichi's especially.

Ah... I forgot to mention that the game allows you to on a 3 person dates lol it's a lot of fun. I find that Ruka and Kouichi's 3p dates are fun and hilarious in a way XDDDD

Well I would recommend girls out there to try out this game but you need to have a good command of Japanese to understand what they're saying lol but I'm no expert either so... I guess it's okay then? lol A walkthrough for this game can be found in GAMEFAQS =D

Good luck~ <3 <3

Enjoy the next vid... well song... from TMGS3~ =D

Flower of Love by Primrose

That's all from me~ ciao ciao!!


I know I'm not making sense in this post LOL

Exams!

And here I am to announce my exam schedule as per tradition. I hate exams during the festive seasons =.=''

3rd January 2012 (Tuesday)
Language and Theatre
2.30-5.30pm

5th January 2012 (Thursday)
Management Information System
2.30-5.30pm

8th January 2012 (Sunday)
E-Commerce
2.30-5.30pm

12th January (Thursday)
Teaching Listening and Speaking
2.30-5.30pm


Apparently all my papers are in the evening... ah well more time for me to sleep then lol I don't have to wake up so early to do my last minute revisions =P

Alright, I'm off. Wish me luck folks!

Ciao ciao!

Photos of 2011

Hey--llooo there =D

I know I haven't been posting much pictures here . That's coz my darlings I don't have a proper camera. And now that I have a digicam... it takes time for me to get used to actually HAVING a camera lol!

Oh, the irony lol

Anyway here are some random pictures from 2011 that I was suppose to post last year but procrastinated on it. XP


Ta-daaahh!

Tasia, my childhood friend/aunt/cousin =P

Her easy-going dad

Jr's trying to steal pressie from my santa stocking OAO

Delicious looking cupcakes made by my Aunt Dora =D

I love this skirt lol

A huge Cake! O.O

A Christmas deco at Citymall.

=P I wanna go in the house but I'm too big

at the billiards with monmon

and Kayon, who wore a St. John's Ambulance's T-Shirt ^^''

and also Carl, Bebeh and Jod'don =D I'm a total noob playing billiards or snooker LOL but at least I tried?

At Brian and Natrina's wedding. All the cousins and family members are gathered in one single night lol

Family =D

Felix and Jr trying to bust a move... ^^''

monmon... encouraging them LOL

That is all folks. My randomness ends for now. =D