Kaamatan Month

This year I decided not to join any Unduk Ngadau competition. I know it might be profitable as you errr receive money from… joining the competition. BUT anyway……. not wanting to sound like a desperate chick for money. The reasons I didn’t join this years Harvest Festival pageant are

1. I’m fat. plain and simple LOL!
2. Things that needed to be done. like my report and stuff. Practical wasn’t over yet.
3. I’m too old for these pageants.. i know the age limit is 25 but be my guest if you wanna compete with 16 year olds or 17 year olds lol
4. the last thing is… i seriously can’t handle large crowds LOL!

I know, I know these are lame excuses but hey, there are bigger things in life right? but my mom said I should join next year just for laughs. =.= ahh well guess I will. if i have the time. I have no idea what’s going to happen next year. I’m graduating this year and hopefully next year i’m gonna start working already.
Hope everything just fall into pieces… sigh… the future is unpredictable but i’m sure as hell going to make sure i’m prepared for it all. lol
alright, i know this post consists of rants and useless info lol but well a girl’s gotta do what a girl's gotta do.right? =P

Oh yeah another thing before I stop typing and get ready to get out of the house….

Dear Steffiana,
Good luck in your Unduk Ngadau competition today!! And also congratulations for making it into the finals! Muaxxx!!
ciaoing~!

p/s: my first time spent kaamatan at KDCA yesterday, I drank and partied with friends. and because of my stupid inability to refuse their offer, I end up with a hangover this morning. =.=